Out of reach for a little while.

Due to some circumstances, I might not be able to be contacted, just for a while. Take care, people.

Loves,
Zaza hj Zulkifle

Semester Break Contingency Plan

that doesn't mean WE'RE FREE. The students are, not us.
But there'll be more time for us. What do I plan to do? [Plan bolehlah, nak execute kita tunggu dan lihat!]

• Go back to reading novels. There are many books that i just checked out in MPH that is waiting for me to pick em up off the rack
• Enhance KedaiMakan.COM's traffic
• EXERCISE! To those who doesn't know, am currently on a Battle. Wat battle? Check my Battle Blog.
• Update event pix, banyak giler event tak update...! Jazz's Hari Sukan, Raya, Lily's Family visit, Ben's Family Visit, Jaring's Family Day... whoah stress!
• Potong RAMBUT. my hair has never got this long before!
• Learn how to be a SOFTER mother. Azam is complaining I'm too harsh on d kids. Well, surprise surprise, look who brought ME up kan. *sigh* I think betullah I'm turning into my muther.
• Learn how to go slow and ignore things that are beyond my control. Learn how to take it easy, how to STOP COMPLAINING and learn how to keep things to myself because some things are best left unsaid.
• Learn how to ACT like nuthing is wrong although the world is falling apart on me in d office in attempt to be more proffesional [or else people will complain on me again which is FREAKING SICKENING]
• Last, but NEVER the least; Get my lazy bum to Tikar Sejadah. I'm having a hard time to discipline my Solat time.

Satu Wadah Perjuangan

Anak kecil main api Terbakar hatinya yang sepi Airmata darah bercampur keringat Bumi dipijak milik orang

Nenek moyang raya Terbakar seluruh harta benda Akibat sengketa sesama lah kita Cinta lenyap di arus zaman

Akhir-akhir ini dengan apa yang terjadi di sekeliling kita kadangkala kita kesal ke mana arah tuju bangsa kita, bangsa Melayu kita. Bila tengok 10 jutawan terkaya di Malaysia, rata-rata bukan bangsa kita, malahan hanya satu, HANYA SATU [do ur homework on him] sahaja iaitu Tan Sri Mokhtar Al-Bukhary.

Myself lately memang tercari-cari, apa lagi yang boleh melengkapkan hidup ni. Sudahpun bergaji, boleh kata memang cukup-cukup untuk hidup 4 beranak. Ngamlah untuk bayar kereta Bibah aku yang comel itu. Tetapi untuk hidup selesa sedikit, menabung malahan untuk menyimpan untuk menjejakkan kaki sekali lagi ke Tanah Suci....? Aku tak nampak bila akan punya extra money untuk itu.

Jadi aku jinak-jinakkan diri untuk serious berniaga. macam yang ramai korang tau, my mama n papa memang orang biz dari duluuuu lagi. hidup aku ni dah dibiasakan dengan perniagaan. tapi being young, aku nak nurture dalam meniaga ni liat sikit. Masalahnya sekarang, aku perlu xtra income. makan gaji sampai bila nak pakai fairlady?

Mulalaaa aku serious open table kat opis bawak pearl jewelleries. memang aku pernah buat dulu tapi sikit-sikit sebab tak berani bermodal sangat. tapi aritu aku sampai sign kredit kad nak bermodal biar banyak sikit. hmm... memang laku! tapi..... income tak sehebat yang aku mahu. bila aku try meniaga online.... ada jugak yang bertanya-tanya, alhamdulillah ada yang order. tapi saingan TERLALU BANYAK. especially dari kaum cha ya nun alip, yang memang sangat arif selok belok berniaga, yang tahuuu je mana nak carik suplier, memang dunia meniaga ni diorang yang conquer. e'cewah it rhymes. but seriusly, i'm sick of dat. Apa saja yang kita nak niagakan, diorang akan potong jalan. Harga kita di saing saing kan! Dengki mereka itu owh.... sangat busuk!

Indahnya Bumi Kita Ini Warisan Berkurun Lamanya Hasil Mengalir Ke Tangan Yang Lain Pribumi Merintih Sendiri

Masa Depan Sungguh Kelam Kan Lenyap Peristiwa Semalam Tertutuplah Hati Terkunci Mati Maruah Peribadi Dah Hilang

Mama pulak dah ada krisis dengan syarikat D. korang semua sure ramai dah tau kan, Mama n Papa aku memang leader besar MLM. Dah puluhan tahun pun! dari aku kecik sampai aku besar, aku dah biasa ikut mereka merata-rata dengan MLM. tapi aku ni orang muda, yang kurang arif dalam cara orang MLM ni. MLM ni bukan boleh main taram je, sebab tu orang yg tak reti MLM memang tak boleh nak masuk dengan kepala orang MLM ni. sebenarnya banyak yang diorang tak paham terutamanya dari segi strategi dan networking. pada mereka MLM punya orang CAKAP JE LEBIH. aku la tu salah sorangnya. Masa mama dalam syarikat D aku pandang biz mama tu as meniaga semata mata. So pada pikiran aku, alah meniaga, banyak cara lain nak meniaga. Tu yang aku jual Pearl tuh. bukan saja pearl, macam macam aksessori aku jual tak cayer gi tgk kat beshoppamania.

Tapi pada suatu hari.... [jeng jeng jeng] mama tiba tiba bukak cerita pasal satu kompeni ni... Aku pun apa lagi, dalam hati aku "ah sudah start dah orang tua neh. company D buat perangai dia nak lari kompeni baru ni pulak" so as usual half-heartedly akupun dengarlah bebelan dia. dia ajak aku gi weekly meeting every Wednesday nite. aku pun nak jaga hati dia punya pasal, jawablaa "hmm... yelah" dengan perasan gundah gulana sebab aku tau hubby tercinta yang manja nak mampos tu sure buat muka sebab nak pegi malam malam buta. maklumlah orang tu memang cakap je kasar kasar ngan aku, tapi kalau bayang aku ni takdek kat umah mulalah baran dia naik semacam. eleh... cakap la rindu tanak ngaku. ceh!

aku pun pegi... 2 minggu lepas. rupa-rupanya company tu aku dah kenal sangat, selalu keluar iklan kat TV and aku dah lama tau penglibatan Arash Mohamad in d company. I have even seen Arash promoting the products in a restraurant in Keramat YEARS ago. Tapi... lain lah. Pelik sangat. Aku tatau kenapa secara tiba-tiba aku yang sangat sangat LIAT dalam MLM ni, tiba tiba dapat satu aura positif. Mama yang masa kata "kita try lah tapi ni more on papa paksa mama buat" [u all kena paham mama aku suka cakap dengan extreme, konon je paksa tuh] then suddenly abeh gathering tu, aku cakap ngan mama, "mama, I nak serious buat DCL ni, I lyke money and it's high time already I bergantung kat U dalam meniaga"

U guys should see the look on mama's face when I said dat. selama ni, bertahun tahun dia dok motivate aku untuk buat MLM betul-betul, tiba2 dengan company yang dia sendiri BARU JOIN 1 MINGGU masa tu aku pulak yang semangat lebih dari dia.

Mulakan Langkah Ini Langkah Gagah Berani Menuju Destinasi Kejayaan Menanti

Kenapa? What happen? WHY?

Dengan DCL aku nampak jalan. Terang lagi bersuluh. dan aku bukan sahaja nampak perniagaan, income, duit, tapi juga PERJUANGAN. Sumthing yang aku carik selama ni. Aku nampak DCL mampu membawa aku ke jalan yang AKU NAK. Lagi satu, belum ada lagi aku nampak jelas dan nyata satu syarikat yang sangat-sangat stabil, mempunyai Pengasas yang tau apa yang dia buat dan MAMPU melahirkan jutawan-jutawan MELAYU. Ke arah mengimprove ekonomi, bukan sahaja ekonomi rumahtangga aku, tapi EKONOMI MELAYU. 13 jutawan Melayu yang sudah DCL lahirkan, penuh semangat untuk membawa anak bangsa ke persada kejayaan. Itulah yang aku mahu, menaikkan taraf hidup orang Melayu kita. Agar tidak lagi diperkotak-katikkan oleh kaum lain, dilekeh-lekehkan. Berapa banyak syarikat MLM yang ada, siapa yang berkuasa? Siapa yang di atas? kita yang di bawah bekerja bagai nak rak, UNTUK SIAPA? Belum lagi aku bukak cerita Binary, berapa banyak anak Melayu kita lupa yang halal dan yang haram kerana terikut-ikut upline-upline kafirun yang tidak kenal apa itu halal dan haram?

Genggam erat sepakat Aturkan penuh cermat Sama bermuafakat Moga mendapat berkat

Syarikat D dulu bumiputra jugak, tapi penerajunya agak kurang stabil, malahan sudah mula membuka jalan untuk bangsa lain menjajahnya. Dulu Syarikat D menyediakan plan yang bagus, tetapi tiba tiba beralih arah. Janji janji yang dulu tampak teguh tiba tiba jadik kosong. Lagi satu aku sangat lega, banyak produk DCL adalah produk yang aku carik selama ni. Especially untuk hubby yang sering darah tinggi, untuk masalah perut aku yg buncit n rahim yang bengkak dan untuk anak-anak yang sedang membesar.

Kenangan semalam Biarkanlah berlalu pergi Realiti hari ini Mari bersama kita bukti

Ya memang aku promosi, tapi aku dengan ikhlas ingin perkatakan, siapa yang mahu ikut wadah perjuangan aku ini, ikutlah, tapi untuk yang tidak mahu tidak mengapa, aku tidak akan paksa aku tidak akan memusuhi siapa siapa. ak guna kalau aku memaksa kerana mungkin mereka tidak nampak apa yang aku nampak. mungkin ada yang lebih yakin dengan syarikat bukan bumiputra kerana ada segelintir syarikat bumiputra has spoil it for us. cuma tak ramai yang tahu 65 syarikat binary BUKAN BUMIPUTRA telah tutup pada zaman 90an tapi tidak digembar gemburkan sebagaimana mereka menggembar gemburkan syarikat bumiputra yang tunduk mencium tanah. Pada masa itu bumiputra kitalah yang telah berhabis harta untuk join mereka, tapi mereka TUTUP kompeni, rumah yang dah dibeli, kereta yang dah dipakai, siapa nak bayar?! Aku tidak mempunyai ramai kawan jadi aku tidak sanggup hilang kawan, cumanya aku harap mereka faham, WADAH PERJUANGAN aku ini adalah demi untuk diri aku, keluarga aku dan BANGSA aku sendiri.

DCL Lebih Adil Lebih Sukses Ayuh di sini aturkan langkah Kita berani sama segagah!

Announcing the new hang out place

I Lyke Money is my current motto.

thus, I've created this online shopping blog called be~ShoppaMania for u guys to chill out and maybe buy things? hehe. and yeah, for those who wanna do biz n affiliate, u guys are welcome. insya Allah if everything boosts up, am gonna get a proper webhosting with my own URL. so... do visit, support and EnJoy~!

Update 11042008::
An informative promotion article worth reading ::
Water is Our Life, but do U know How Safe is the Water U Drink?

EAM won awards!

pic courtesy of www.e-media.name

I will settle for nuthing but the best.

I was the one who responsible of designing the cover and prelim pages of this book. Also did some of the illustrations [especially yang emergency]. Tunggang terbalik kami menyiapkan buku ni, sampai tido kat opis. But syukur alhamdulillah, this book won two awards from Majlis Buku Kebangsaan ~ Best Layout and Best Illustrations. Other creative designers were Lan and Mizi for its inner layout. Illustrators: countless especially freelancers.

Hope this will be a great career boost for me :o))

Sibuk di tempat baru yang lama

LUCT just had this sem's graduation day yesterday. I was flat out, just like all other staffs are. Last nite I had aches all over, and this morning i woke up still feeling tired.

So the pix u guys requested would just hafto wait.... even Jazz hadto wait for her bitrthday celebration. I was working till 9 pm on her birthday. Kesian dia. Today I promised her we'd bring her out, apparently her nenek wants to buy JCo's donuts, so she's a lucky girl today.

Still haven't got a PC in d office. THey're all bz wth graduation last week, i haven't even got a pedestal. tumpang pedestal orang je everytime nak kunci barang. I'm lucky I knew many of d staffs. All the good deeds and relationship established with my ADoM lecturers before are paying off, cus they're my bosses now. I'm going into Zettie's class as apperentice for this semester. Next sem would be on my own 2 feet. But Zettie is already guiding me to do my own module brief and am gonna help her preparing raw materials for student's assignments. I have my first class tomorrow. Teaching Animation students, semester 3. Typography class. I love Typography! Still waiting for that PC to come in... hmmpphhh....

Funny thing, when I was helping them to arrange all student's assignments I found many of mine. such memory kan hahaha... Zettie even kept my Purrfact Magazine on her table. She said these (there were also Husni's, Raimy's, Raymond's, Jeremiah's... etc) are too precious to be stacked away. Owh how I felt appreciated!

So wait up for d pix :)

Chickenpox became airborne???

Jazzy's turn to get chickenpox!

I saw it d day before yesterday, but Azam refused to believe my expert views "DAT ONE ZIT IS CHICKEN POX LAH" then suddenly yesterday after she came back from skool with her Babah, she already got invaded. having just returned from Az-Zahrah [aku sakit pinggang, aperhal tah cam orang tua siot] so I asked Babah to take her alone to d Doc's.

Returning home, almost enthusiastically telling me d report dat Jazzy was the 9th patient with chickenpox yesterday at dat clinic. It was around Maghrib time. Imagine if more came da nite...?

Apparently d doctor said d disease is spreading wide n fast, and might have become airborne. Wah! epidemic kah? Putrajaya dilanda epidemik demam campak? By the way Jazzy was given 2 weeks MC... like... uh-oh. Aku dak nak berenti n masuk tempat baru... err....

Since it's my last few days in ACE i had a lot to do... and also hadto interview 2 potential successor today. And I also got a project with Adar who's getting married so i hadta go to d printer to check on prices and also paper types.... Adar is a very cerewet bride, but I like cerewet brides. Crewet brides loves custom made Wedding Cards, Goodie Bags, Stickers.... they give me good BIZ! muahahaha

So... having said that, can u imagine I brought Jazzy along to those places? Ngahahaha no my intention is not to spread d disease more widely *evil laugh* but halo I had no choice la deyyy

But yeah... I do haf d intention to bring her to watch Dunia Baru d Movie if i could get my stuffs done on time. So whole cinema can get chickenpox.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Back to Black

I dunno what happened to me. Like many of my friends, i've lost interest blogging. not sure if this is gonna be temporary matter or... eternally. haha. nahhh, not gonna be eternally.

but what I can update now is...

am jobhopping again...!!! hahaha
u see... i was born in 1980. Yeah it's tahun monyet, ppl. i don't know... sumhow the 'monyet' thing so lekat to me.
I get bored VERY easily
SO hard to stick to one job
I am VERY naughty
I can't stay in one place in a long time
I get bored easily with my ex-es[luckily i'm married and not bored with my husband, yet :op~]
and the list do go on

Got d call yesterday which made my day after a depressing morning. D call i've been anticipating painfully for almost 2 weeks after my interview. but this particular job i think i cannot run nemore after this at least for 2 years. cus am gonna be bonded. yes. BONDED. they're offering me a Degree under Staff Development Program. Might be able to get Master's too. MAYBE.

So... Where? Where???? It's in a dark place. Dark Arts. Dark Uniform.

LIMKOKWING.

Will be entering as a Tutor and later on Lecturer. bye bye ACE. bye bye arrogant singer. and finally, everyone is happy with my job. EVERYONE. even Mr. Azam. Now, dat's not easy to get, aint it?.

My dream, is almost coming true....

The big boss is really into animation. if he says 'betul betul betul', he even sounds like the adorables upin n ipin, even has their wallpaper in his laptop.

One day the big boss read estidotmy and came to the office speaking enthusiastically on how 'gila' the les copaque production people [especially nizam] are. he said if nizam who is 24 years old could achieve that, why coudln't us? If people haf been higlighting Hang Tuah, why not do an animation on every other state's warrior in Malaysia?

That was weeks ago.

Come last Tuesday... I told him Upin n Ipin's DVDs are available for purchase. The casual conversation turned into a very serious one. On applying for MSC Status, on moving to Cyberjaya, ON BECOMING ANIMATION PRODUCERS. Owh.... blissssss~!

He there and then opened MOSTI's website, trying to find if there's any fund for us to apply, to start the animation biz. In the same time we talked and poured our ideas and visions on Animation industry.

Come TODAY.... He told me he got an appointment with YB Satim tomorrow.... to shoot our idea to the Selangor Government.... And suddenly Yani came into the office, told us we're pitching for 2 TV3 animation jobs...

Ah... what a wonderful [bz] life...~!

Dah balik Keje Banyak ni je yg boleh update

Landed on bumi Semenanjung 12.45pm 26th October 2007 after being in East Malaysia for almost 2 weeks. Sampai-sampai je dihujani oleh SMS mama yang mewajibkan aku pegi open house sana sini. Alasan kerja yang terlampau banyak menanti diberi, tak berjaya. takut jadik macam 1st raya di mana mama telah merajuk kerana aku tak ikut dia dan sewaktu dengannya ke umah Along bt 9, baik aku pegi kali ni. Among yang diwajibkan semalam De Bella dan arini umah Angah Seghomban. So arini baru dapat betul2 pegang komputer ni. Dari Friday aritu yg dapat check check dan balas balas email apa yg patut.

ACE partners dah berapa kali telepon. Kalau aku jadik diorang pun aku do d same, mana tak risau, proposal project belum nampak bayang, personal profile yg kureng aritu belum diupdate... email balas sekali je despite yg diantar berbelas (literally, tak tipu). Nasib baik diorang paham keadaan aku yang tidak ada streamyx kat Sandakan, nak bukak satu email pun aku leh abeskan kopi dua cawan. Itsa wodner how I used to live with dat connection in 1998 - 2000, menemukan aku ngan hubby lak tuh. Weird.

Sudahnya sekarang aku pening... apa yg nak dibuat dulu ni... stress jugak ni. So... untuk mengupdate blog ini... sangatlah low priority,. Mintak maap lah citer raya n citer aqiqah/cukur jambul Khayra kena hold dulu. Owh btw Khayra dah pandai memanjat sana sini, as a result kepala dia penuh benjol benjolan dan bibir dia pecah pecahan. Akibat terlalu mahu anak lelaki.... haha amik kau Khayra dah sebijik cam boy. So Babah has a Junior now. Khayra-boy.

Enuff enuff. bye.

Official Announcement

It's confirmed. My new designation ::

we went to choose the paint colors for our humble little office in Pandan Cahaya. Today it is being painted as I type. The carpets are also going to be fixed today.

Insya Allah if the rate we're going on maintains or even goes up (right now we have 5 confirmed projects running and 3 more yet to be pursued) we're moving into a bigger and better office next year with more designers on board. so kepada kawan-kawan, doa doa lah, mana tau kita leh associate.

Finally, I get the chance to do what I love doing... For how long? As long as it brings me good life or better future!

damn... i need a car!

Thank God I dun work in THAT place anymore~!

http://www.jeffooi.com/2007/10/prepaid4u_maxis_celom_on_mlm.php
AMCP bustedddd!!!!! Thanks Jeff Ooi!!
Kenapa peristiwa ini berlaku sekarang? Right after I got out from this WEIRD company? Walhal MyMode sudah bertahun-tahun berbisnes... To me this is... so... Hmm... God saves me again? from being 'eaten' by this SHARK? Or is it plain 'Doa orang-orang teraniaya (in this case, me and maybe a few of my colleagues) itu dimakbulkan Allah'? Subhanallah...

What haf I been up too....? (besides being workoutholic) - 'tribute' to AMCP

I've said it dat I've been busy. U saw the blog urself, no updates cept some 'tahpahaper' tests i took in Tickle. And I've also replied to achik's shout in the shoutbox and abg izham's comment "bz mengubati hati yang lara" Well... hati memang lara for the past few weeks (month?) but hati baru saja terubat tadi...!

Hati yang lara tu sebenarnya telah disebabkan oleh series of unfortunate events I went thru upon my journey in my current company. Starting with being appointed as an unwanted Team Leader, I felt being puppetted by my superior without ever being paid enuff. Then my team began to look at me differently, one hated me and then one terpaksa menjadi talam dua muka. I wouldn't haf really minded those remeh things as I am new so I understand how seniors feel when a freshman suddenly HAD TO boss em around but when the next unfortunate event occurs, things just got worst. The company is having an event (which venue, purpose, date and time has been changed for like a thousand times) and I wasn't a comittee at first. When I was suddenly called into the meeting, the project manager was only one of us (when I say one of us, meaning our levels are almost the same OR we're on one side. Masa tu ok lagi. I get to hold some jobs so finelah kalo tak apa guna jadik comittee kan. Then suddenly the superior decided he should take over the project manager and I ended up having SO MANY responsibilities INCLUDING finding a Gamelan n Kompang group for dat event. I am also the promotional stuffZZZ designer including bunting, leaflet... u know d usual. ALSO in charge to produce 2 Slideshow Presentations for dat nite, ALSO the certificate designer.... the list goes on. Certificate design got approved. Logo design, unfortunately superiorS veto the voted decision, chosen the most ridiculous one dat I feel very the menyesal put it into the proposal. So when the logo is FUGLY, all promotional items began to be VERY difficult to haf aesthetic values. All my designs are rejected, over and over again. When one day, the project manager emailed all 3 designers 'I dun like this design, any better idea? X, Y, any other concept?' U see, I know I'm being CHILDISH if i say i terasa with dat email, one of a designer's biggest challenge is to accept rejection, BUT there're other factors that breaks my heart. Dah lah tu kalau reject je takpe lagi, ni pi bgtau satu dunia nak reject. One thing many staffs agree with me, the superiors tak pandai jaga hati n kebajikan staffs. more thing dat breaks my heart by my HOD::
1-he said we need to rush the bunting n leaflet, he gave me a deadline, i rushed sampai tak tido malam to design, and being so sleepy, tired AND rejected many many times, wouldn't u LOSE YOUR MIND???
2-My so-called NEW PC buat perangai, I can never do work, it'll go freeezingg, hang macam gila. So much for an Intel Core-2-Duo. Prolly tipu punya hardware and the company susahhhhh sangat nak merepairnya. Vendor tu pun samabodo. Only after one month they decide to buy a new one, so they gave me some paid leave to do my work at home. Then... along came another unfornate event. One of the days when I was 'bz' doing my work at home, I received a call to go back to the office by his PA. Kononnya PC tu dah ok. I was like apa ni!!! ingat orang patung ke!!!!!!! arghhh!! SO i asked for an EL us paham la sikit aku ni tinggal jauh, takdek keter ingat senang ke nak datang datang half day? Kalau dari pagi masa Babah lom gi keje leh arr ni dah nak tghari baru kau nak call datang before 2? WTF??? So kes kecik ni, just because I asked for an EL, diorang besar-besarkan. Hek ele typical streotype betulla. itu pun nak jadik isu, huk ala... nyampahnyeeeee!!!
3-The particular superior who is a Bujang Terlajak dapat PA baru, and the gossip is he likes her. DUH!!! Kecoh satu opis dibuat pompuan ni when the she is sucha arrogant lady. Tak pandai bawak diri, order orang sana sini without knowing what is she ordering, and the fact that the task actually has a comittee and she pandai-pandai override. Then bila ditegur, boifren dia backing dia, we all, semuanya salah. Sampai ada yg kena warning letter sejak boss tu nak tunjuk kuasa dia kat PA baru yg comei konon-konon ni. OFFICE POLITICS ARE SO TYPICAL!!! MACAM DRAMA TV!

Kalau nak cerita banyak lagi. orang2 yg pernah chat with me will know bout it bits n pieces, sebab tak tahan hati sakit I need to luahkan sumwhere. Bila hati dah terluka, passion pun ilang, plus passion apa when they dun like my fresh style, they like chokia kinda style biar berterabur asalkan semua font besar dan bold, tak attractive takpe. Oi kalo tak attractive saper nak tengok bunting kau ha? bangang. Bila orang bgtau, tanak dengar. Karang bila agent komplen, baru kau terlalak lalak nak tar design. huk ala bangangnyaaaa..! So untuk patch balik luka tu, mulalah kami seopis buat keje main main, me n team mate yg gado dulu pun dah mula borak balik, then yg paling best, carik kerja lain. Dengan seronoknya we all help each other mencari vacancy HAHAHAHA ~!

Alhamdulillah, berkat usaha mencari cari vacancy sepanjang waktu opis and beyond (hehe) I was called to 2 interviews. Gambar atas tu is before I went to one interview in CHeras, rasa seronoknya sampai u can see how I am smiling very the lebar. And Alhamdulillah lagi sempena barakah bulan Ramadhan yang mulia dan Solat Hajat yang dibuat malam semalam, I secured one new job tadi... Kalau dah rezeki, rezeki jugak. Usually we'll hafta wait till diorang decide right? But just now, diorang terus confirm to take me aboard with em as soon as I am released, tapi disebabkan diorang ada projek urgent, they need me fast, so they want me to be in by 1st October ni. So, sekarang ni tgh mengarang-ngarang ayat nak release early despite the 30 days notice.

The new company's office is in Bangunan Angkasa Raya, beside KLCC. yeap, easier transportation, better shopping place.... hehehehe. It is an international company dealing with Islamic Finance. I do not want to reveal the company name yet. My designation would be Production Executive.

Do wish me luck, friends and peers. Kalau boleh, biarlah melekat. Tak suka sebenarnya job hopping ni. Tengok Babah, dah 10 tahun dalam Jaring. Dah strong n stable, kalau boleh biar macam tu kali ni.... Tanaklah opis politik teruk teruk lagi. Doakan supaya saya lebih tabah dan sabar kali ni. Manalah tau... ini rezeki Cik Keira yg makin banyak gigi dan dah nak berdiri, :o)))~.

And to my officemates who are still stuck in there, takpe jangan risau I'm still trying to find a suitable vacancy for u guys. HAHAHAHHAHA!

with Kak As, Cust Service Exec AMCP, my forever faithful mengumpat buddy. Sian pasni Kak As lunch la ngan Maslin ke, ek. Tak lama lagi dapat la new job Insya Allah jgn risau saya tolong hehehe.
Tu saya tembam balik sekejap sebab saya makan pizza sekeping, mihun setengah piring, kek Secret Recipe setengah potong.... ahaha masa ni Company party yg konon-kononnya diwujudkan semula setelah ramai staff suka stab each other at the back. Huh? I was so laughing at the back wheh I heard that speech. HAHAHHA. >:)) Ketembaman ini telah menyebabkan Kak Rose Personal Trainer saya yg glamer itu membuli saya on d next PT session. Alhamdulillah, kurus balik. hehe.

Kak As with Mitchelle. Lagi sorang, good luck carik new job. Sokay, I go 1st, korang ikot tau. >:))

Tepi sekali baju kurung orange, Intan. Orang yg agak teruk teraniaya kat sini. Dah 24 hrs tadi. Bravo, Intan!!!! Yang lain tu, no comment. Kak As korang dah kenal.

Haa.. sorry eh Kak As and Sheila, this one long overdue, I know. Ni masa Sheila last day kat AMCP (pun 24hrs) masa ni kitorang 3 je tau Sheila last day hahaha. Kat Wong Solo Ampang, best makan sini, Minang/Indo food. best best best!! Look at me 2 months ago, without the workout. Macam mak gajah!

Fast update August 2007

Man I have a lot to update on. but I am just too bz, all free time is too precious to be typing blog, but...
Am given 2 days PAID leave due to my never-ending PC problem in the office. suggested dat I'm more productive @ home, my wish to work remotely has been granted yesterday
I want to update on Merdeka, on Fireworks show, I even has the words in my mind but i just couldn't find the time to do it properly.
I also haf a new job interview this Thursday, hahaha another thingy to ponder on.
Also got some backstabbing, as usual, in the office
And I also has less body fat but higher percentage of muscles, thus metabolism is way better, the gym is working me good and i'm turning to a workoutholic as i try to find time for gym whenever i haf the chance. Ada job opening for multimedia designer tak eh at any gym? bleh jadik member free, hehe.
phewh!!! 24 hours is such a short period of time!

Ideaz alwez come at the weirdest times!!

house clock :: 4.48 am.
Semalam otak tepu, berpikir macam org giler kat opis carik idea utk content list page for d encyclopedia. Sampai tak turun lunch sebab tader mood idea tak datang. Dapat 3 sketches itupun dengan keyakinan yang malap.
Tadi Khayra bgn menyusu pkl 3. Lepas tu takleh tido. Kepala tanak duk diam. *sigh* Kerja sebagai Designer, tido harus dikorbankan untuk memberi laluan kepada otak yang berkata 'aku nak berpikir nih'. Dan... idea baru untuk concept layout semua prelim datang!
Ah akan beginikah kehidupanku selepas ini? Dilanda insomnia everyday walaupun badan leetih tak terhingga!

My new life...

As a worker...
I am now officially a Layout Designer cum Illustrator in e-Media Publishing. Design Encyclopedia... my boss is a 'somebody' in Persatuan [ok i think i didn't get the name of the persatuan right so i better not make assumptions]but it's got sumthing to do with books... Pesta Buku Antarabangsa... well big name in the publishing world ossolah. Malay n Haji, full stop. Also Directors are his sister n hubby, a freelance motivator.
Went to the interview yesterday, and got the job immediately, started working there and then. But alas... it's only on contract basis, for 2 months. The co's setup is small but i think it's selling big. It's got many many freelancers werking for em. I'm supposed to be one but boss prefer an in-house designer and offered me a little bit higher for dat [well it's not too big tho]... Imagine la satu set encyclopedia tu dah RM1588 and they're like supplying for schools, then my boss big shot Pesta Buku summore... pergh.... [tapi gaji aku sikit lebih kureng je dengan harga satu set tuh heh] so for the sake of experience, portfolio and [money], I joined the team willingly.
Only thing is... leaving my babies for work. Half day i began to crave the smell of Khayra, and the noisiness of Jazz. Masalah betol. I'm so very the hooked up to my kids. Tatau camana nak solve masalah ni. Lepas Zuhur nangis jap sengsorang kat surau. pastu get myself together, make up sket baru sambung keje. Masalah Negara, kan? heh. Sampai bila macam ni entahlah. Maybe bila dah sibuk giler sok lupa la kot sekejap kat diorang...
Keje 9 am - 6 pm. Gi keje sekali ngan Babah. Babah dropped me kat LRT je smlm, alah 2-3 stesen je pun pastu naik feeder bus. Tapi Babah kena la gi keje ikut jalan Cheras, tataula if it's better for him or not but now hafto take dat way lah. Balik keje Babah amik depan opis. I was like the last one to angkat punggung from kerusi semalam eventho dah 6.15 pm sebab Babah tak call-call. Kak Yun the key holder pun dah nak balik so tunggulah Babah kat bawah... tapi tak lama pun. Dah rindu sangat kat d kidz, balik gi amik diorang dulu before singgah Alamanda membeli segala 3 in 1 untuk dibalun di opis yg sejuk beku itu. our Chief Editor [who is 2 years younger than me] is so very the pemanas eskimo betul air cond direct kat dia, kuat giler, 2 horsepower pun dia leh kata tak panas lagi. kita duk sebelah dia dah menggigil giler. Arini must bring jacket. ok time to Subuh n mandi. Nak gi keje!! Bye!!

Demo Reel

at first i didn't wanna upload this, cus... u know, copyright issues. but i already added a big blurb there [my portfolio url] so i hope my demo reel would not suffer the case of piracy :op~

here goes...

Pregnancy Complications...

Major Project due tomorrow, it's 90% done. no choice, hafta finish it today.

Baby Khayra Qaysara is having some complications... interested of full detail story go to D Jazzy Bunch Blog.

We're to expect labour anytime... maybe today, maybe tomorrow, maybe next week or maybe right on the due date.

Patience, is wat i need. so does Abah.

Happily Ever After....

my Hero and Heroin for Major Project. Ugly Poet Kim and Chad the pretty boy dun-wanna-be. hehe...

The Angry Flash of a Stupid Flasher

I am not sure of what's happening.

Is it because of lack of practice? Is it because I used too much After Effects? Is it because I have too much to do dat I can't concentrate? Or is it plain hormones???

It was so hard for me to sleep last nite. I went to bed unwillingly, but i forced it, cus I know there's no more I can do... at that time. I was already not thinking straight and getting very very angry with

MYSELF and MACROMEDIA FLASH!!!

What's happening to me? I can't even do a CORRECT simple button. I slept holding my head last nite trying not to think of Flash. Abah who's already used to this situation for the past few weeks jest asked wat's wrong and let me layan my guilty, uncleared, stupid conscience. I was still angry when i fell asleep that I woke up with a sharp headache. ARRGGHHH!!!!

this is NOT my 1st time with Flash. this is NOT my 1st day with Flash. I've used Flash for years, even for dat stupid Sheila on 7 Fan website i built in 2001!!! 2001 damn it!!!! wat's wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!!! aAAAARRGGhhHHGHHHGH!!!!

I am VERY Angry!!

UPDATE ::

Marah marah pun... petang dah siap 50%. Insya Allah by lusa siaplah 100% sebab esok nak debugging ngan Ms. Linda, then can concentrate on the only project left; Major Project.