I've said it dat I've been busy. U saw the blog urself, no updates cept some 'tahpahaper' tests i took in Tickle. And I've also replied to achik's shout in the shoutbox and abg izham's comment "bz mengubati hati yang lara" Well... hati memang lara for the past few weeks (month?) but hati baru saja terubat tadi...!
Hati yang lara tu sebenarnya telah disebabkan oleh series of unfortunate events I went thru upon my journey in my current company. Starting with being appointed as an unwanted Team Leader, I felt being puppetted by my superior without ever being paid enuff. Then my team began to look at me differently, one hated me and then one terpaksa menjadi talam dua muka. I wouldn't haf really minded those remeh things as I am new so I understand how seniors feel when a freshman suddenly HAD TO boss em around but when the next unfortunate event occurs, things just got worst. The company is having an event (which venue, purpose, date and time has been changed for like a thousand times) and I wasn't a comittee at first. When I was suddenly called into the meeting, the project manager was only one of us (when I say one of us, meaning our levels are almost the same OR we're on one side. Masa tu ok lagi. I get to hold some jobs so finelah kalo tak apa guna jadik comittee kan. Then suddenly the superior decided he should take over the project manager and I ended up having SO MANY responsibilities INCLUDING finding a Gamelan n Kompang group for dat event. I am also the promotional stuffZZZ designer including bunting, leaflet... u know d usual. ALSO in charge to produce 2 Slideshow Presentations for dat nite, ALSO the certificate designer.... the list goes on. Certificate design got approved. Logo design, unfortunately superiorS veto the voted decision, chosen the most ridiculous one dat I feel very the menyesal put it into the proposal. So when the logo is FUGLY, all promotional items began to be VERY difficult to haf aesthetic values. All my designs are rejected, over and over again. When one day, the project manager emailed all 3 designers 'I dun like this design, any better idea? X, Y, any other concept?' U see, I know I'm being CHILDISH if i say i terasa with dat email, one of a designer's biggest challenge is to accept rejection, BUT there're other factors that breaks my heart. Dah lah tu kalau reject je takpe lagi, ni pi bgtau satu dunia nak reject. One thing many staffs agree with me, the superiors tak pandai jaga hati n kebajikan staffs. more thing dat breaks my heart by my HOD::
1-he said we need to rush the bunting n leaflet, he gave me a deadline, i rushed sampai tak tido malam to design, and being so sleepy, tired AND rejected many many times, wouldn't u LOSE YOUR MIND???
2-My so-called NEW PC buat perangai, I can never do work, it'll go freeezingg, hang macam gila. So much for an Intel Core-2-Duo. Prolly tipu punya hardware and the company susahhhhh sangat nak merepairnya. Vendor tu pun samabodo. Only after one month they decide to buy a new one, so they gave me some paid leave to do my work at home. Then... along came another unfornate event. One of the days when I was 'bz' doing my work at home, I received a call to go back to the office by his PA. Kononnya PC tu dah ok. I was like apa ni!!! ingat orang patung ke!!!!!!! arghhh!! SO i asked for an EL us paham la sikit aku ni tinggal jauh, takdek keter ingat senang ke nak datang datang half day? Kalau dari pagi masa Babah lom gi keje leh arr ni dah nak tghari baru kau nak call datang before 2? WTF??? So kes kecik ni, just because I asked for an EL, diorang besar-besarkan. Hek ele typical streotype betulla. itu pun nak jadik isu, huk ala... nyampahnyeeeee!!!
3-The particular superior who is a Bujang Terlajak dapat PA baru, and the gossip is he likes her. DUH!!! Kecoh satu opis dibuat pompuan ni when the she is sucha arrogant lady. Tak pandai bawak diri, order orang sana sini without knowing what is she ordering, and the fact that the task actually has a comittee and she pandai-pandai override. Then bila ditegur, boifren dia backing dia, we all, semuanya salah. Sampai ada yg kena warning letter sejak boss tu nak tunjuk kuasa dia kat PA baru yg comei konon-konon ni. OFFICE POLITICS ARE SO TYPICAL!!! MACAM DRAMA TV!
Kalau nak cerita banyak lagi. orang2 yg pernah chat with me will know bout it bits n pieces, sebab tak tahan hati sakit I need to luahkan sumwhere. Bila hati dah terluka, passion pun ilang, plus passion apa when they dun like my fresh style, they like chokia kinda style biar berterabur asalkan semua font besar dan bold, tak attractive takpe. Oi kalo tak attractive saper nak tengok bunting kau ha? bangang. Bila orang bgtau, tanak dengar. Karang bila agent komplen, baru kau terlalak lalak nak tar design. huk ala bangangnyaaaa..! So untuk patch balik luka tu, mulalah kami seopis buat keje main main, me n team mate yg gado dulu pun dah mula borak balik, then yg paling best, carik kerja lain. Dengan seronoknya we all help each other mencari vacancy HAHAHAHA ~!
Alhamdulillah, berkat usaha mencari cari vacancy sepanjang waktu opis and beyond (hehe) I was called to 2 interviews. Gambar atas tu is before I went to one interview in CHeras, rasa seronoknya sampai u can see how I am smiling very the lebar. And Alhamdulillah lagi sempena barakah bulan Ramadhan yang mulia dan Solat Hajat yang dibuat malam semalam, I secured one new job tadi... Kalau dah rezeki, rezeki jugak. Usually we'll hafta wait till diorang decide right? But just now, diorang terus confirm to take me aboard with em as soon as I am released, tapi disebabkan diorang ada projek urgent, they need me fast, so they want me to be in by 1st October ni. So, sekarang ni tgh mengarang-ngarang ayat nak release early despite the 30 days notice.
The new company's office is in Bangunan Angkasa Raya, beside KLCC. yeap, easier transportation, better shopping place.... hehehehe. It is an international company dealing with Islamic Finance. I do not want to reveal the company name yet. My designation would be Production Executive.
Do wish me luck, friends and peers. Kalau boleh, biarlah melekat. Tak suka sebenarnya job hopping ni. Tengok Babah, dah 10 tahun dalam Jaring. Dah strong n stable, kalau boleh biar macam tu kali ni.... Tanaklah opis politik teruk teruk lagi. Doakan supaya saya lebih tabah dan sabar kali ni. Manalah tau... ini rezeki Cik Keira yg makin banyak gigi dan dah nak berdiri, :o)))~.
And to my officemates who are still stuck in there, takpe jangan risau I'm still trying to find a suitable vacancy for u guys. HAHAHAHHAHA!
with Kak As, Cust Service Exec AMCP, my forever faithful mengumpat buddy. Sian pasni Kak As lunch la ngan Maslin ke, ek. Tak lama lagi dapat la new job Insya Allah jgn risau saya tolong hehehe.
Tu saya tembam balik sekejap sebab saya makan pizza sekeping, mihun setengah piring, kek Secret Recipe setengah potong.... ahaha masa ni Company party yg konon-kononnya diwujudkan semula setelah ramai staff suka stab each other at the back. Huh? I was so laughing at the back wheh I heard that speech. HAHAHHA. >:)) Ketembaman ini telah menyebabkan Kak Rose Personal Trainer saya yg glamer itu membuli saya on d next PT session. Alhamdulillah, kurus balik. hehe.
Kak As with Mitchelle. Lagi sorang, good luck carik new job. Sokay, I go 1st, korang ikot tau. >:))
Tepi sekali baju kurung orange, Intan. Orang yg agak teruk teraniaya kat sini. Dah 24 hrs tadi. Bravo, Intan!!!! Yang lain tu, no comment. Kak As korang dah kenal.
Haa.. sorry eh Kak As and Sheila, this one long overdue, I know. Ni masa Sheila last day kat AMCP (pun 24hrs) masa ni kitorang 3 je tau Sheila last day hahaha. Kat Wong Solo Ampang, best makan sini, Minang/Indo food. best best best!! Look at me 2 months ago, without the workout. Macam mak gajah!
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