The Angry Flash of a Stupid Flasher

I am not sure of what's happening.

Is it because of lack of practice? Is it because I used too much After Effects? Is it because I have too much to do dat I can't concentrate? Or is it plain hormones???

It was so hard for me to sleep last nite. I went to bed unwillingly, but i forced it, cus I know there's no more I can do... at that time. I was already not thinking straight and getting very very angry with

MYSELF and MACROMEDIA FLASH!!!

What's happening to me? I can't even do a CORRECT simple button. I slept holding my head last nite trying not to think of Flash. Abah who's already used to this situation for the past few weeks jest asked wat's wrong and let me layan my guilty, uncleared, stupid conscience. I was still angry when i fell asleep that I woke up with a sharp headache. ARRGGHHH!!!!

this is NOT my 1st time with Flash. this is NOT my 1st day with Flash. I've used Flash for years, even for dat stupid Sheila on 7 Fan website i built in 2001!!! 2001 damn it!!!! wat's wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!!! aAAAARRGGhhHHGHHHGH!!!!

I am VERY Angry!!

UPDATE ::

Marah marah pun... petang dah siap 50%. Insya Allah by lusa siaplah 100% sebab esok nak debugging ngan Ms. Linda, then can concentrate on the only project left; Major Project.