in the name of Allah, the most merciful.

see i'd told ya i'd be busy. truth is, i did wrote once before this but it got lost and i didnt get to publish it and i was so lazy to type again (o:

last week was a disaster, i had this one guy staff who's not like a guy except for how he looks, talks and acts. physical wise ekkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!! lembik! mental wise? like a girl!!!!! and he quit. good for him.

my business is a family business. and it runs in our family, we're stubborn-headed, work must be done as fast as we could, and right, not fast but everything's gonna be messy, no play play during work cept for a few stupid jokes and sing songs to lighten up the mood, very tegas, we dun like meleweh leweh people, and if u couldnt cope wit dat, u'd be sick to werk wit us, that i noticed since i was even in school. i hate hanky panky business. sometimes when some stupid university students (yes they are gonna be graduates but with very nasty attitudes) came to buy some pc peripherals @ my shop i just hate to see how these people who's gonna be the nation-builder talk like they haf no toungue, swallowing their words, and haf bad manners, smelly, sumtimes unsure of themselves and stuffs. i think u know wat i mean. some of em doesnt even understand SIMPLE english!!!!! waddahell! wut are these ppl? even ALIENS understands english (as they do in TV). wut do they do in their english class??? SLEEP??????

i was a student, i know how students neglect studies, u dun hafto tell me this n dat bout dat cus i wasnt a geek in skool. i wasnt a nerd. so don tell me shit bout ur behaviour bein' like dat but u can still score, hell no! i haf a daughter and i'm really worried if she mingle around wit this kinda people.

wat am i blabbering? who am i?

i'm this ordinary person. i didnt get d right course in college and i really hated my course. i escaped MANY lectures. yes, i failed dat time. but my skills and my knowledge in OTHER field doesnt fail me. i am my own boss now. i bring my baby to werk. do u get to bring your kid to werk?? dat's how lucky i am. but it all comes in a package.

i wont be who i am now if i didnt go through wat i went through. for those who knew me for a long time, knows wat i mean. i failed university once, but my pay is no less than wat an engineer's earning. though it's a family business, i earn those money. it's hard-earned. i got married early because i failed to many relationships and God gave me a great man to be with for the rest of my life. i'm stubborn headed cus skool & family brought me up dat way. who i am now is made of so many failures. i'm tough because i had two motorbike accident in a month during my studying time. no i wasnt ridin wit my boyfriend (i didnt haf boyfriend who ride a bike), i was my own rider. i twisted my legs, i haf scar on my upper left cheek that i am not gonna remove it for it's good memory. i like to remember about the accident. people thought it'll be traumatic, no, it teaches me to endure pain. it even helped me through labor, u know.

those are history. human's nuthing witout history. malay's nuthing witout history. malay today's nuthing witout Dr M. OoPpPpPsss!! he he. yes, i'm proud to say dat i salute him. he is HUMAN. he may be wrong sumtimes, but witout him, Malaysia wont be as it is now. wat nation we haf here, thanks to Dr M.

with all this blabbering u'd wonder how old am i. late 20s's? 30's? nope, i'm merely 23, a mother of one. got married as early as 22, my hubby's 27 years old and my daughter's 7+ months old. i haf a baby brother who's only 3 y.o and a sis who's 13. she's real good @ taekwon-do. i'm proud of her.

my parents are never-quitters. they are running business and i'm managing it. we're goin to opn more shops next year so we're very bz now. it's so hectic and i really hope my hubby can cope wit it. i know my in-laws think we're crazee for money people. nope, it's not that. it's the passion. i can never work with other ppl. i'm panas baran. yup. i told ya it runs in the family.

so now u got an overview bout me. u still wanna read my blog? (o: till then. good mornin, afternoon, n nite. adios

UHUH!!FINALLY!!THIS IS IT!! wow quite an expression there huh? actually i've been wanting to haf a blog eversince my favorite fren rina (no, he's not a girl) showed me his and dat was back in... 2000?? since then he's been hinting me, 'if u write this n dat to ur blog many people would wanna read' time n time again. actually a few things triggered me to finally write a blog, 1st, my bestest fren achik also already haf one, and rina just gave me ako mustapha's (pandainyeee..) blog url, and... i think i really ahould start to write to pour my head out! u see, one of d reason why i didnt do this bloggin' thingy is because i'm afraid i'll haf no time to write it and i will steal my job's time for it (which is wat i'm actually doin now). but lately things haf been so mixed up and ma head is going to blow and i think it's time to let out and rina oh rina really helped me out by saying 'u want me to setup ur blog eventho ur website isnt finish?' (something like dat la, rina i dun save it in notepad like u do theheheee) ok better not take to much time but i'll just write again ASAP he he