Back to Nokia.

After 4 years of being a devoted Sony Ericsson user, I am back to Nokia... Yes I know I've mentioned HTC so many times, but I badly needed a new, functional phone for the rate of bz-ness I am in now so i've paid the deposit for my new E71 just now. Setting it up tomorrow. Hope... I didn't choose wrong. I need a good biz phone. A mid-end HTC would fulfill my needs [am a fan of HTC ok, yg lain shoo~] but then the lucre I've saved all these while can only afford Nokia E71 at d moment and after a lot of consideration and researches, I settled for it.


NO I do not like iPhone, am not a Mac/Apple fan, sorry Mein & Ammar. And I also do not fancy BlackBerry that much after watching d market. I think BB is wayyyyy to overpriced and overrated. I'd go for Sony Vivaz or Xperia to continue my SE legacy but... U guys knowlah the OS sux n d price *phewhhh*

ok enuff about gadget. now - work. The Litchin ad for Kosmo n Pancaindera featuring the slim new me was out on d 8th n 11th July [tadi]. Honestly, the ad didn't bring much money, but heartache. It seems that Malaysia has too many low-lifers living in it. Most of d callers n message-senders are perverts, literally. I DO HOPE THEY READ THIS. I do not understand what's happening to Malaysians, particularly Malays for that matter. So many are turning into desperate perverts and it's like the couldn't live without sex. It's sex is d ultimate goal of life, and its very important to find a partner who believes d same too. Just open the newspapers, not a day pass by that a news about sex abuse/assault/outcome missed out. Babies thrown away everywhere, rape cases are increasing, hookers are flooding the city... sheish!! What d hell is happening to Malaysia? And then an ad that's suppose to meant for biz & announcement is being misused as a tool to carik jodoh. WTF? How much lower can ur thinking be? What you should do kalau dah desperate sangat go n pray lah. Be a good person. Ask God to give u a decent partner. Not find cheap love. Semua nak instant. Bodoh. Tunduk berkiblatkan nafsu. Esok lusa kalau Malaysia ni jadik macam kaum Nabi Nuh a.s. baru padan muka masing-masing. Gatal tak bertempat!

NewGadget in da house~!

Welcoming Lappy Zappy ~ ur new family member. Acer Aspire 4736G. 4GB DDR3 RAM. Lovin' d fast-ness~!

Made possible by Emas Sutera. It was part of d *contract* hehe. Mekaceh mama & papa.

On the EVIL in my head says I WANT A PDA TOO!

This is what abah bought last week. AND I AM SO FREAKING JEALOUS! From merely a SE G900, now i'm craving for a PDA. ARGH! For the love of God! Save ME!

But it's so freakin useful, I luv the GPS thing, I want the gaming ability, I want the financial manager, I want the QWERTY kibod, I love the fact dat itsa freaking PC and I want it!

Today's Skype conversation.
[11:11:02 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: htc viva tu apasal murah
[11:11:39 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: basic
[11:11:40 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: no kebod
[11:11:44 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: no 3g
[11:12:00 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: no gaming
[11:14:00 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: [link i can't reveal]
[11:14:06 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: ni ke mamat yg u tunggu aritu
[11:14:19 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: he's like lyn's pda god
[11:14:28 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: no
[11:14:39 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: ya i ask him few qs b4 beli ari tu
[11:15:08 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: u punya tu ap ke
[11:15:20 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: orilah dari SIS
[11:15:28 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: kalau beli kedai handphone biasa tu AP
[11:15:32 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: the price is not as high as he quotes
[11:15:38 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: AP bawa 2K boleh dpt
[11:15:51 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: tapi ap will give problems, no?
[11:15:59 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: support susah
[11:16:16 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: dia quote tytn2 2.4k
[11:16:22 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: mahal siot
[11:16:28 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: cruise kat pda expert baper aritu
[11:17:43 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: lebih kurang
[11:18:00 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: same price as urs?
[11:18:09 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: tapi kibod tak qwerty ar
[11:18:55 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: ha
[11:18:57 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: ya
[11:20:05 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: now u're a bad influenceeeeeee
[11:20:12 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: i just wanted an ordinary phoneeeeeeee
[11:20:21 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: now i'm drooooooolinnggggg for PDA
[11:21:34 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: but then come to think of it aku takyah beli PSP :P
[11:21:44 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: pda is good
[11:22:05 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: good as long as kyra dun throw it inside a pail of WATER
[11:24:15 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: yeah
[11:24:54 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: bila gaji aku nak naik ni
[11:24:57 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: *sigh*
[11:26:49 AM] Neo Soul Movement says: i punya gaji naik !!!!
[11:30:31 AM] binxz.zulkifle.beshoppamania says: grrrr :@

What else do I want? I want a new PC. I want a good room for my kids, with book racks to keep their piling books on, I want to paint the house, I want to go for a vacation.... I AM SO MATERIALISTIC, am i not? As if I am going to live forever. As if I haf all d time in d world for this. But U know there's one more thing I really really want. To have our 2nd Honeymoon in Mecca and Madinah.

Gadget talk. After so long!

God i feel old. I remember those times when i really follow the gadget market, from PC hardwares to mobile phone... like i know almost every models and what they do. our lives are moving freaking fast, and i do realize i'm so freaking outdated nowadays.

for those who know me personally would've heard THE story of my precious Delicious [my prev SE phone] went into a pail of water while it was charging. yeap all done by my Little Ayra. till today i am still using this ^^$@(*#!& free handphone given by celcom but I do thank God dat at least i do haf one.

But am sick of it. the phone made me malas to sms, i hate d keypads and also I CANT TAKE GOOD PIX! no music! no fancy ringtones! no 3G! ngaaaa~

I want this, at least, if not for G900 which has a little bit more feature.

I NEED MONEY. please sumone get me a freelance job or sumthing!

Update 281008 :: Aku da tanya banyak kedai, da tak jual da model ni. G705 coming soon [cam mahal je] tapi aku rasa aku suka PDA lah pulak sejak babah beli PDA Ahad lepas aku cam jeles sebab duk dalam keter dia ada mesen cakap PLEASE SLOW DOWN like everytime masuk simpang. Nantik aku nak carik PDA yang bleh cakap EVA cam Wall-E lah [ya aku tau korang tak paham apa yg rapikkan neh cuma certain orang je akan paham]

I bought it!!!! YEAY!!

i only got to sleep for 2 hours this morning, when dad called me @ 8.30 am saying 'we can go and buy the book you want today!' and woozy or no woozy, i forced my body to get outta bed and take a shower. for dat book, i'd do anything.

what book? this book.

you can view the review for the book on Taschen's (publisher) website by clicking on it.

so y i want it so much? even sleeping for only two hours didnt stop me from buying it.

• diplays works by my favourite animators - Micheal Dudok, Bruno Bozetto, Cordell Baker, people in Pixar Studio, John Hodgson,
• Details on the rationale of their visual styles, character designs, background designs, mood setting, story makings... list goes on
• it comes with a free dvd which features examples of work, making ofs, commercials, trailers, and a selection of artist/studio reels

this book isn't new, it was published in 2004. basheer's even gave me 40% discount for it. but i like it. problem is, EVERYTIME i go to basheer's, i will find ANOTHER book i REALLY want. now, next target ::

click to see review. this will cost me around RM130. next month's my birthday, anyone wants to give me an early present? hahahahhahahahahahhahahhahaha

i'm crazee and sugar high. bad bad diet, but it keeps me AWAKE.

Picture Perfect

i've been wanting to post bout my new camera, but wednesday nite i was so bz and last nite i wasted my time sleeping cus my asthma struck. sheisssshh!!!

at last! my own digital camera. Nikon Coolpix L1 - 6.2 megapixels and 5x optical zoom, 2.5" LCD screen. (well not exatcly my own, azam has 40% share) (picture taken from sumwhere in this plaNET, dun accuse me for stealing bandwith, this ppl can right click and view where da heck did d picures come from)

Front View	Back View

ok i better resume my stranded-abandoned work (one night was supposed to be enuff for 5% work done damn it!). there's a 'special' discussion session for Major Project today but i dun think i'm going, eventho i was among d ppl who 'filed' complains. but uhh.. i didnt exactly complain for myself, i did it for fellow classmates, Video n Interactive ppl. 2D ppl, where there are only 4 of us out of the entire sem 5 ADOM, has always been feeded with examples and guides, but them, they felt 'dianaktirikan' he he. so i better stay away and give em a chance to speak out.

checklist of today's activities ::
Projects

• putting textures into moodboard
• finishing 3 quarter view for chem and physics teacher
• design d student character

Work & Family

• Pasar Tani @ 3 to buy meat, veges, fruits, honey and waste money and junk food
• pick jazz up after dat
• facial appointment with a customer whom i didnt get d fon number, if she dun turn up i'm gonna damn angry
• pick mama up @ KLIA 10.30 pm.

damn is gonna be a long long tiring day. gonna start it by eating newtum with honey (self mixed). chest still hurts.

Purple Skin - the proposal which got rejected

i'm so sad, this is my favourite storyline among all proposals. it got rejected not because of the storyline, but because it was too long, quoting mr. tan "we're doing 2 mins max, this is like 50 mins Disney animated movie kinda story!'" .

thanks to Ammar for dreaming of 'Purple Skin'. here goes the story...

An orphan girl (still hasn't got the name yet) lives above a shop house, a bar exactly, where she works. From her small, ramshackle room, she could see the happenings of the whole small town, and a castle a far, on top of a hill. Everyday she's awed by the beauty of the castle and wonders how it feels to live in it. One day the princess announces that she's coming to the small town for a visit, there's going to be a parade welcoming her. On d day of the parade, the orphan girl, squeezed her way just to lay her eyes on the said beautiful princess. And there she is, all pretty in a purple dress. That night, in the darkness of her candle-lit room, she pulls out her diary, and wrote

Purple Skin
That is seductive,
That is comforting,
I’m down drunk with lust

Next day she's cleaning the bar, the shop owner (wicked) could see the distance in her eyes. She asked the orphan girl 'Silly girl, are u in love?' orphan girl only smiled..

Orpan girl is sleeping in her room smiling in her sleep, dreaming, she is dancing with the princess. awakened, again she pulls put her diary and wrote

Purple Skin
Giving me sweet dreams,
Giving me night screams
I’m smiling with lust
Purple Skin
Dance with me now,
Make me happy somehow,
Be mine, all mine

One day orphan girl accidentally left her diary in the bar, and later found by the wicked shop owner. Being d busy body she is, d shop owner reads her entry and was shocked to see her entries about the princess. She sends for orphan girl, and yell at her "Are u in love with the princess?!!! By Lord, I must report this to the commissioner at once!!". Orphan girl tried to explain but it was too late. Shop owner stormed out of the bar, ordered orphan girl to be locked in her room, and went report the matter to commissioner. Orphan girl cry in dismay, in the darkness of her room.

Princess came to d shop and summoned for orphan girl and asked "Is it true, you're in love with me?" Orphan girl looked up, into princess' eyes and said

‘I am an orphan girl, have nothing nice to wear
Nothing tasty to eat
Nothing fun to play...
All I want
Is to have your kind of life
Your purple dress to wear
Your beautiful dance to share…’
-The End-

yeah.. i guess it is kinda long. plus they said is too westernly, they want sumthing local. ok fine :o( so sorry Am, they rejected it.

but i am happy - i got an external HDD now. i took out all my savings to buy d baby, really need it now. thanx to hubby, i only had enuff for 40GB, but he added a hundred bucks to make it 60GB. guess how many total of storage i haf now? 120GB. and tamak-ly, i wanna say, ONLY :op

pokai pokai pokaiiiii

asal start sem je, pokai.

bila dah mula execution project nanti pun sure pokai.

jadik student multimedia, memang camni, MAHAL. selalunya kalau student course-course yang bukan arts, we can jimat at stationeries ke, papers ke, but dat doesn't apply to multimedia/arts. kalau course lain, we can say 'alah guna pen murah murah je, kaler pencil pun takyah beli, paper 70gsm cukupla nak buat paperwork' or 'takyah belilah buku ni, phostate je' tapi bila kita student arts kita kata 'isk, jangan guna paper ni, nanti printout dia smear' or 'eh mana boleh print kat situ, printer inkjet dia tak sampai 600dpi and tader laserjet for backup' or 'kalau photostate je buku ni, mana nak nampak sample kaler dia?' or 'eh, mesti laminate la kalau tak nanti tak presentable' or 'eee pen apa ni, nanti tak cantik shading nanti' aha... banyak beza kan? trust me, i've been in both lines, engineering sudah, arts pun sudah.

went to IKEA to pokaikan poket mama (itupun dia bagi loan je tu), azam and myself today. bought a decent workstation (tho it wasn't really d one i REALLY want, it's far too expensive and far too big) so i can do my projects with less less lesssss discomfort, and more room for me to draw and store my drawings. spent more than i should but i bet even when i start working next year i'll need this workstation, to me it's worth it. tangan hubby sampai luka-luka tolong pasangkan desk ni... kesian. hai kalau tak hubby tolong wifey... saper lagi nak tolong, kan? i guess azam had to proof to me dat he really is supporting my career all d way. or prolly because he could already see dat i'm having a bright future, now dat i'm in my final year and still having good results. but wutever the reason is, i'm thankful dat he's trying hard to understand. hope it lasts, hubby!!

well, lusa, eh no, tomorrow (Tuesday) is gonna be my official 1st day of CLASS for my FINAL YEAR. hmmphh... hope God is with me all d way, and reminds me that i chose 2D Animation myself, with no one interfering my decision. again, i'd like to say (dah modified sikit tapi),

I will be a GOOD animator, even if it KILLS me!

Brand New Vision

Thanx to papa, i've got my brand new 17" CRT Philips digital monitor. wha? y CRT? y not a 19" LCD? i think 17" CRT serves me enuff. itsa digital monitor so d pixels are damn clear, wutever it is i jest need a good vision through my monitor, for i'm dealing with grafix. my previous monitor(s) are all either to dark to even see what i type, or keep on breaking down, cus i was recycling dad's old cybercafe's monitors. so now i got a new one, thank u papa. besides dat i also got a new microphone for recording. he he talk about taking advantage. like papa said 'can't u jest have eveything straight forward? semua benda nak ada hidden agenda' when i asked him to drop me @ sg wang while he was going to pejabat perumahan he he. ei okla tu, i even wanted a new HDD for my 20GB dah ada bad sector, now i only haf 40GB je, and also wanted a new printer sebab asik berebut dengan mein pakai printer yg satu tu. well, i am an oppoturnist!

being d oppoturnist i am, i called in sick today. well i didn't exactly lie, i did had a li'l bit of purging earlier this morning, so i called mama saying i can't go to d boutique today for it's gonna hard for me to go to d loo. but apparently my purging got better by 11 am so i went for a stroll to d kedai runcit to buy newspaper, i also wanted to go to d gym @ kompleks kejiranan, but unluckily for me it was closed due to maintenance.

upon reaching home, i was watering my plants when i received an sms from yanna saying sumone said we can register today. i was like, hah?! eh next week la, so i quickly went upstairs and call mr. muzammir. thank God it got through (i've been trying to reach him since yesterday dia tak angkat) and he said results are out, but registration is gonna be on d 15th. saperla buat ajaran sesat kata arini, today is for new students lah...!

mr. muzammir said i have no repeats, i passed everything... alhamdulillah... but to knoe d details i will have to take d slip myself, cus he can't tell it through d phone. so i called yanna, chat a little, and as usual yanna doesn't wanna knoe he results (biasala minah tu) but we'll go to registration together next week. hmm... but i still haven't decide my major... argh decisions decisions!!! kena solat istikharah lepas mandi wajib malam ni (i was having my menses ok, do NOT think otherwise)

note :: *chat* to girls means *mengumpat* he he

Buffday Wishlist (mo like dream list!)

Some people ask me, "Ey, wat's ur b'day pwezen request?" I will answer, "Ha, really u wanna knoe?" ok here they are...(saper suruh tanya?) Sequence :: from MOST wanted >>> i still want dat!!

Tablet Illustration Board

Nikon Coolpix 7900 (Raimy got his 5900, no fair!! I want better!)

Luxurious Spa Complete wit Facial n Massage package for a year

Compaq Presario X6000 series

Samsung LCD Monitor 21" model 213T(kalau ada double screen lagi bagus)

Portable HDD 120GB

Menyesal tak tanya? Banyak lagi sebenarnya... like perfumes, skin care set.. nike laptop case, a whole new wardrobe by Seed, Laura Ashley etc... cool shoes... plane tix for 2 + 1 to Switzerland plus accomodation... hmmm... banyak... but list but a few!
i'm still under pressure. dats y i'm doing crappy stuffz. last 2 nights i nearly cracked, dah nak pegi dapur minum air sabun dah, so dat masuk hospital takyah wat keje, thank God Azam pujuk masuk tido. yesterday, 'D 25' day, i was demotivated, was laughing only when i go for d class trip to Karangkraf n Azam brought me to Victoria Stn wit jazz but sampai umah dah termenung balik, but i still drag myself awake until 4 am. i had to restructure my pc, gather up ANYTHING i got, the remainings of my ruined assignments to start from wherever i left it 'unbacked-up' wutverla grammar wrong ka wat ka. i hafto to redo a lot of things, i started on my magazine, havent touch d abandoned x-games, my x games logo's gone, it took my one whole night to do it. my PurrFact fonts are gone, also took me whole night. i did tracing for X games, sempat backed it up for only one part where i traced mein, i traced ateem n his bike but i didnt save it in thumb drive where i back up sum stuffz. my altered kebaya pix for interactive multimedia gone gone gone gone thank God i saved sound in E: or else... I'LL BE GONE!