Happy Birthday, Mein Nanin Kakja yang buchuk!

I don't care if you don't like it I re-call u Nanin. U sounded so cute but childish that's y I told you not to be pelat. But then... after quite sumtime I quite miss it, hehe.

You were the cutest girl a sister ever looked at. After 10 years of solitude, you were the light of my life. I remember swaying you in that buaian, singing you to sleep... Washing ur poops, putting on your pe-pers, I so felt responsible!

Yes there was a time when I was so jealous with you, a normal thingy for a big sister at the age of 11-12. But when I go to Mozac, you were the person I missed the most all d time. The night before I was sent to that boarding school, I sang to you 'Yang kan terjadi akan terjadi'. You were only 3 when I had to go there for 5 years. You were among the important reason why I wanna wear braces when I was there, sebab kalo pakai braces boleh balik every two weeks, free, kalo tak 3 kali setahun je!

Your hair was wat I envied the most. I remembered it was past your pinggang. And remember those times when you kejar ayam? Haha U were so weirdly funny, up till now. Senget is d best word, ;op~

But now u're all grown up, turning 19 today. I hope U won't do the same mistakes I did before, U will regret it each and every seconds of it in your later life. I hope ur future is full of wonderful things, a good career, and a happy life. Whoever is going to be attached to you permanently will ave to answer to ME. I AM DA BOSS AUGI-AMMAR-MOGI!

Think before you take any first step. But once u're in sumthing, wutever mess u're in, be intelligent enuff to clean it. Be responsible. Buckle Up. The world is never un-cruel. If u need help, no matter how bad my mouth is, my heart is always open for you. Just ignore the mouth.

Lastly, Happy birthday little sister. No matter how tall u have grown up u're still that cheeky little thing in my eyes!

Yang Kan Terjadi, Tetap Terjadi ~ Qiara

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