February 06, 2004

here comes friday....

as told before, we haf an appointment wit Dr Har @ HUKM today. very early day today, had to wash jazz up to get ready @ 7.30 am n had breakfast @ HUKM's cafeteria (d food sux not like before when mama was delivering izz there) while waiting for jazz's turn to see Dr Har. apparently she has to do d x ray first (here goes d kicking n crying again) before seeing Dr Har so it was 12.30 pm when we finally get to see him.

his face didnt look good. i asked him, 'ok la kot?' he examined d x ray film, tak, tak oklah, dia cakap. oh God. i held back my tears when he said dat. he asked us wether is jazz's flu bad n does she haf it all d time yada yada yadaa i answered most of d questions yes but azam answered most of d questions no, azam is clearly in denial. but Dr Har said 'this thing tak urgent la, kita observe je dia dulu. every 3 months bawak dia datang jumpa saya. tapi if sampai 6-9 bulan blockage tu ada n ruang tu tak membesar, kena remove jugak.' quite a relieve, at least jazz dah besar time tu n we can save some allocation for d surgery. but i really really hope that d thing will become smaller with time, and the rongga become bigger, so my precious little doesn't hafto stay in ward, being hurt n pain....

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