i haf so many ideas n things to pour in this blog but just haf no time to sit around and type it. i wanna appologize to my best friends dat i haf neglected most of em lately. truth i've been too bz wit family n biz matters.

typically, when i'm bz, dat's when hubby n jazzy will demand more from me. we need money for our moving to putrajaya, my current house buyer's loan is stuck and we're definitely not getting d money at least for another 2 months. if we dont get dat money i'll hafta use mom's. if mom don't haf enuff, even for her, how is she going to give us sum? so i really hafta generate income, lotsa income, grab any oppoturnity dat comes in my way, to get enuff *lucre*. so here i am, bz wit werk n biz 10 am - 9 pm, bz wit family 9 pm - 10 am. i barely sleep. wit no babysitter or maid, i really need to get everything done by me alone. 10 pm i'll be cooking for me n hubby after bathing jazzy, 11 pm i take a short break watchin Star World my fav channel before gearing up to do laundry and iron dried clothes. about 2-3am i'll be sitting in front of d tv again to fold clothes and finally get a little sleep @ 3.30 am till 7.30 b4 preparing breakfast for hubby. 8.30 am jazz will wake up n it's time to feed her with d carrots i already cooked till soft enuff for her one tiny tooth n jaws to bite. 9.30 am - off to work, carrying jazz wit a backpack of her stuffs, handbag n milk warmer. i look just like sumone going hiking a mountain bringing a baby. sounds crazee enuff? try to be in my shoes.