hai... dah dua hari dah ni takleh login. papa nikan isk isk geramnyaaaaa....!!!

semalam azam takleh nak settle sebab minimum required payment is five hundred over, kebetulan i did order some cosway so nak pakai duit so no extra money nak tolong top upkan... dah tertangguh lagi. lengang jek kedai ni tanpa pelanggan internet.. he he. tp dari semalam kerja menimbun sebab kena update account nak submit kat consultant esok. ahaaa... padan muka saper suruh buat keje last minute!!

i'm so pissed off wit my babysitter. hari sabtu aritu my hubby yg pissed off dengan dia, sampai tak pasal pasal kena tengking. azam jarang tengking orang, sampai aku yg tengah terbaring kepeningan dan kedemaman itupun sudah terbangun dan terkejut. tp dia ni memang leka sikit. typical remaja melayu. kalo dah tengok tv tak ingat dunia, jazz pun boleh sampai ke dapor, mau tak kena tengking. letak barang tak pernahnya kemas, mesti bersepah, silap besarla nak menyepahkan barang depan azam. sudah kena tengking... saper suruh jadik orang malas? mau rezeki kenala pandai carik beb..!!

today i told her to change jazz's spider toy's battery for it sounds a terminator robot who's dying. actually i've been telling her to do so eversince last week, she never did it. today i was so pissed off i asked 'kenapa tak tukar tukar ni hah?' dia cakap, 'kan ada skru kak' dat sentence when deshummmmmmm into my head n i asked her 'abihtu ada skru tak boleh tukar? apasal, perempuan tak bole pegang skru drebar ke? abih kalo tak boleh pegang skru drebar, apasal tak pegang sudip??'. this girl can't cook. she told me dat she told her tunang she hates cooking. d other day i told her to masak nasik d 1st time d nasik became as lembek as bubur, d 2nd time d nasik became batu. i never ask her to cook nasik again. after i said dat she just kept quiet, as usual. sepanjang dia keje jazz dah tiga kali jatuh bedebuk, satu kali terpit tangan sesampai blister now her hands looks like macam kena bakar. soooo careless. dah nasihat banyak kali, nak suruh berenti kesian pulak. hish tah tak tau nak cakap apa. apasal tah bebudak melayu ni. apa jenis lagu semua hapal bila tiba bab bab kerajinan, FAIL.

sometimes i wonder... payahnya nak carik org yg pandai guna otak, guna logic, @ d same time rajin... @ d same time pandai layan baby, @ d same time pandai masak, @ d same time pandai guna pc, @ d same time boleh panjat sana panjat sini cat dinding paku simen wutever, @ d same time boleh manage kedai, @ d same time boleh layan husband, @ d same time boleh lagi kemas umah bila dah balik umah penat penat tuh.... so far ada dua orang je yg aku kenal macam tu. dat is me n my mom. sedikit perasan di situ but dat is reality. one thing i can't do is driving, sebab phobia, itupun kengkadang drive jugak pegi kedai beli sayur. kenapa??? kenapa??? kenapa berattt sangat tulang orang Melayu ni?? terlebih makan kalsium kaaaaa???

gerammm!!!

1.39 pm

just got sms from azam, he bought me d latest Sheila On 7 CD. huhuuhuhu kegeraman suda bertukar menjadi kegembiraan..!! yeay yeay ada CD baru!!! malam ini bole dengar sambil iron baju!! aa tengok tengok, org suda kasik hadiah, musti mau jadik rajin. jangan jadi malas.

benci orang malas. BENCI