Alhamdulillah :: tahap kesihatan kembali ke paras 'agak normal

but medicine still has to continue. penin penin memang dah tak adek, coughing coughing ada lagik. srrreett srreettt (flu) ada lagik. stdrd la.. n bunga bunga asthma (kalo bunga bunga cinta ok lagik) macam nak datang, malam tadi gatal minum ais, yelah kalo dah masak sendirik... makan kat umah dengan suami, mesti berselera tak ingat dunia siap buat air bandung penuh dengan ais aha malam tadi sesak napas, padan dengan muka sendiri. orang degil, takleh nak buat apa. d other day i already told u ppl why i hate to take in medicine, now there's another reason to it. BAU URINE!! arrghhh menci!! it's like bau hospital tp busuk! ok i like bau hospital, smells so clean n fresh tapi bila bau hospital + bau urea = bau hampehhs!!!

dahla tamoh citer pasal urea yg busuk itu. arini rasa nak citer pasal ayam, sebab malam tadi potong ayam he he. when i go to pasar malam or supermarket, whichever we go to shop for sundry stuffs, i rarely buy ayam yang dah potong. tak best. tak thrill. tell u d truth, well this is a little bit weird but, i like potong ayam he he. unlike to some GIRLS or LADIES, to me it's so thrilling n fun thing to do. uhuh i already told u it's weird. lagipun rugilah beb if u buy d potong potong one. u don't get d whole thing. the whole part of ayam can be eaten, in this case, we don't consider bulu ayam ah, jangan nak ngader ngader lorat cakap 'eh bulu ayam takleh makan'. we're talkin about whole chicken in pasar malam yg sudah sembelih cabut bulu here ok, bukan ayam sekor baru nak sembelih. back to d ayam business. i don't throw away kaki ayam, for i can make chicken stock out of it, or kalo dah tak sempat buat chicken stock, just rebus lama sikit before masuk a little bit or sayur n mushroom, dah jadik soup. then all the meat meat part like dada, keel i deboned it, n it becomes chicken fillet. since azam tak suka if i cook chicken poultry or soup or chicken mushroom kalo itu ayam ada bone, i'll use these fillet for him, n the bony parts for me. wings n drumsticks will be kept aside for nice crunchy fried chicken. bones can also be used for stock, soups or broth, or jazz's bubur nasik. jantung n hati osso i keep, after menses i'll take it to renew blood. every different type i'll keep in different plastic bags. bones with bones, fillets with fillets, wings n drumstick... see... why buy cut ones?? cut urself la..!! so easy! beli parang je. rugi rugi. org penakut je tak reti potong ayam. aha cabaran tu, karang pi beli satu try potong. he he

last nite lepas makan dah tak larat pulak nak iron baju. so lepak terbaring depan tv (yelah dah semput minum ais kan) tuned into tv3 got this kwashiko yokiwutever movie, one of arwah anita mui's classical movie. well, i like her acting, she can bring any watak to live. wat a talent, tp dah ajal... kan. wutever pun she's not a Muslim so all i'll be missing is her talent dat's all. i think she smoked n drank too much, cancer's best friend. servix cancer, one of women's worst nitemare. if i'm not mistaken my mom in law had d same cancer but alhamdulillah detected in very early stage, tp tak boleh berbaby lagi.. time tu anak pun dah tiga... so ikat jelah terus.

well this morning i looked in d mirror n see a lot of difference in my body. so i decide to try on an outfit dat i couldn't wear eversince i got pregnant. taraaaaaa!!! dah muat!! i'm satisfied. i'm satisfied dat i've slimmed down, but i'm not satisfied with my weight just yet. hafto slim down summore. so dat easy to study, easy to work, more stamina, won't be sleepy while studying or working... see, all for positive reasons. not just 'so that my laki won't lari, so my laki won't look @ other woman' no, not dat. i believe in jodoh. if he's my jodoh, n he has another jodoh, so be it. i already usaha n tawakkal, if that's just wat's gonna happen, SO BE IT. anyway, sampai sekarang i haven't seen any bunga bunga of dat in him pun. as i was saying, d main reason i wanna lose weight is for my studies!

this posting is typed before we can go online. papa lupa bayar bil lagi seperti biasa, dan seperti biasa me n azam akan jadik mangsa, i had to bank in kat azam duit sale n azam pi bayar kat maxis klcc. mentang mentang opis org tu sebelah je klcc... apa nak buat... menantu mithali kononnya... heh! hampehs je tuh