In the name of Allah.. the Most Compassionate and Merciful

it's only 9 days to Aidilfitri!!! Wow.. 9 days to gloriuos victory of fasting in the month of Ramadhan.

well this hari raya sure is gonna be different! First time celebrating hari raya away from my immediate family for we're goin back to my hubby's hometown in Sandakan, first celebrating hari raya as a mom with Jazzy!! this is definitely a thrill. with jazzy's noisy mouth beginning to learn shouting n screaming, it sure is gonna be fun celebrating with her around.

according to plan, we're goin to do Jazzy's aqiqah n cukur jambul on d 3rd hari raya. my lai lai (mom in law in chinese) already bought the kambing for us, she insisted on buying, it's oklah, we'll pay her as soon as we reach there. she's so generous. i think she's so excited havin everybody home this raya. all her kids, her only menantu (yeah dat's me) and her chubby only grandchild! even i'll be excited as hell when my time comes. i've already started packing, looks like jazzy's things will occupy most of our baggage. the other day we shopped for her baju, she has 10 new outfits while her parents..? only ONE pair each. i guess now we know how parents sacrifice for us huh?

well we're going to be in Sandakan for 3 weeks! i really want jazzy to enjoy her hometown. i want her to be close to both family. i wouldn't like her to be choosy, like i am. well i'm learning not to be one now, but when i was little i dislike going back to my father's hometown. as i grew up then i realised it shouldnt be that way. but we had reasons why we are not close to papa's family, one of it is even papa has cold heart towards 'em 'cept for my grandpa.

so i guess this is gonna be the last blog i type before goin back to Sandakan this 24th till 13th Dec. so Salam Aidilfitri to all Muslim's who's readin this esp for Achik n Rina