April 28, 2010

Ok... where were we?

I didnt even post on my birthday huh? Cian blog ni. Wait, didn't even inform Kyra had an Ophthalmology operation on the 12th, I spent 4 days and 3 nights in the hospital with her. Quality time... with a price.

Truth is most updates are done in FB, even pix goes to FB first. But i still need to keep sumkinda *archive* isn't it? Sp I will try to move things around, copy, paste, loading here and there sooner or later.

Am getting older and older by day... am already 30 years and 2 days old. Already *feeling* like a 30-sumthing already, and... already planning for my 3rd pregnancy haha opps terkeluar plak announcement. PLANNING ye, belum lagik. Body tak ready, time belum sesuai, and most of all I am currently trying very hard to discipline myself in terms of food intake, trying to eat more and more alkaline food, which is said to make it easier for us to get a boy. Tapi katalah yang third ni girl jugak... tak apa, syukur alhamdulillah.

Being 30 is not too easy for a young mother like me. I have to do many things in reverse. Orang sebuk kumpul harta before kawen, aku punya harta pulak dah habis masa kawen heheh~ So my main focus now is to achieve lotsa things that I've planned to get done BEFORE I reached 25; that is the age i PLANNED to settle down. Tapi disebabkan plan sudah bertukar, now is Plan B time. So I had to reshuffle my strategy thus my life.

best thing of kawen muda is ... I'm 30 but my eldest already masuk sekolah. I've attended PIBG meetings, I've gone to her graduation, I've mingled with other parents... its an experience I dont expect to get this early. It feels good, feels like I still haf lotsa time to make things better and better... kan?

Things haf been great in the family, which is my priority. Me n Hubby can tolerate each other more as we'd understand our likes and dislikes. Oh yeah, Mom in Law is staying with us, since February. I really haf to thank her, with her around, my absence is less felt by the girls. Well orang berniaga, I haf to be in d boutique most of d time. Mom in Law helps a lot at home... at least d girls and abahnya tak kerap sangat kena makan luar macam dulu.

God is really in my favour... I guess. Umur dah meningkat ni... nampaknya ibadah kena lag banyak. Makin hari makin terdengar kubur kata mari... Jika diizinkan-Nya, I'd really like to see my girls thru their life, sekurang-kurangnya dapat merasa tepung tawar anak kat pelamin... haha talk about getting old huh?

Am suppose to sleep early tonight to prepare Jazz's bento, but here I am. tido lewat lagik. Nantik nenek yang uruskan Jazzy nak gi skolah sebab Omie tak bangun tido, Aperkah sungguh Omie nih!

Yes. I am obviously happy.

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