Life without Net

I haf no more 24hrs net access n it sux. work is getting a lot in d way too. but is it really work? NO.
I am THE ONLY capable heir to Emas Satria, so basically I OWN the company, but it's like not OWNER-OWN yet, so I still can't make decision So basically I'm managing the company. But the sense of belonging is there. I get freakin stress easily if there's threat to d company. But sumtimes my measure might not be right, sumtimes just plain wrong. still learning... It's just like you're eating but U can't feel satisfied but u're freakin full, because U can't eat just about anything n everything, U need to eat all d good stuffs and forget about the bad stuffs while the bad stuff is the one that tastes good. But if U dun wanna get seriously sick, EAT THE GOOD STUFFS no matter how PAYAU they are. The hell am I rambling about? *shrug*
As u can see i still long to blog... like before. But I cant find d time. I still haf no maid... everything at home is done by either me or Azam. or else, biar je. Baju nak iron pun dah macam gunung everest... no, more like Mount Vesuvius ir Karakatao, nak meletup bila bila masa je. Habuk... toksah citer ah. bersihkan la camana pun, kalau takat seminggu sekali, toksah mimpila nak free from habuk umah ni. Aku nak amik maid tapi dah bertahun tahun citer pasal maid ni tak pernahnya terjadi nyata pun. Sebabnya? Hoi banyak sebab. maybe salah satunya sebab aku susah nak percaya kat orang mengendalikan hidup aku dan keluarga aku. duit aku rasa kalau aku betul-betul nak aku boleh je carik y kena bayar mula mula tu masalahnya... tulah. hmmm....