The truth is, time allocation for blogging is almost zero.
The truth is I'm trying to build my life, my career, my family.
The truth is i need all d time I haf to make money.
The truth is i dun know if i can handle pressure, even a little bit, anymore.
Huephoria ended almost a week. I so wanted to type and blog about it, about all d experience, the true colors I saw in a lot of people, the pressure, the happy times, the good time, the bad time, the ugly time... how people didnt care about the show until Dato' Badlisham head of MDEC suddenly confirmed at the very last minute that he's gonna show up and launch the graduation show of my beloved [most, some hated] students... how we got screwed, and also how we were personally thanked by our bosses, shook our hands and got a day off.... all the details of those experiences, sorry I cant share it with u guys anymore cus... i simply haf NO TIME to sit down and type!
Jazz has been blooming well, her teacher's and mother's day pix is still not blogged, then came her sports day where she got first and her Jupiter sport's house got first too, pictures are still in my camera, havent been imported into the pc even. Kyra... my sweet little girl has begin to utter understandable words and phrases, she loves birds and fishes, where I could just drive with her on my lap around Cyberjaya or Putrajaya to find her Bi-Bird Ak-Ak [burung gagak] or Bi-Bird Chip Chip [any smaller singing birds] and I also bought the girls a Siamese-Fighter ikan laga and Crown-Tail ikan laga and she goes tshhh tssshhhh [fissshhh] all day yesterday :)
Political? I'm tired of it. Malaysia is so huru-hara. Malaysia is in the wrong hands. Malaysia is no longer the peaceful country she once was. Malaysia... wat's happening to u? The leaders are backstabbing each other. Each one is trying to take the other out. I am very very sure, the Father-Figure who has build this country till she became what she was before Pak Lah ascend the throne, is crying in his heart. I feel you Tun... I feel u... :o(
Friends? I do not know If I haf any soulmates. But some of my friends are drifting far, but those newly made, I still need be careful with them. I still need to watch my steps, for backstabbers are everywhere. People whom u think u can rely on might be the very one who's bringing u down. And people who were once close to u might have their own agenda which they also would have no time to listen to u anymore. Well... wutever it is I am still blessed if ever there are still friends who really are friends. Maybe its just me who can't see that they really care because.... I do not have the like to really ponder, perhaps?
1 comment:
tetiba aku plak mcm terasa ngan perenggan akhir tu hehehe. Saja tak nak kacau psl busy sgt nmpknya ko. Tau jer lah, aku ni sensitif sikit, nnt ko naik angin lagi aku plak yg terasa.. so baik diam2 jer. DCL pun aku lebih byk refer tu ur mum n dad jer, hope u dun mind.. tak nak susahkan ko ekceli. so far i am doing fine.. cuma kadang2 stress sikit psl ur parent suh aku kejar wat pearl or emerald before 20th ni..
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