My kids are growing up. It's a a sweet feeling, watching them learn and progress everyday. I have two to ponder on now, and its already a handful. But it's not gonna stop me from having more :o)
But then again...
What has been happening in our ibu negara lately made me cringed. especially the most recent outrage. I dun feel save, honestly. I feel like... Malaysia isn't safe anymore. I feel like I'm living in a different civilisation then the one I was in before, when I was as young as my kids. I could go out mengaji and return home after Isya' cycling alone. I could mandi sungai with my friends till granny had to search me out and about when I didn't return for tea. I could jalan kaki for a mile from school when I'm feeling adventurous... Now, I dun think I would let Jazzy go a mere one meter from me. Or would leave Khayra without feeling worried with a neighbour. And going for window shopping to Kuala Lumpur during weekends would be a dreadful matter when announcements of DO NOT GO INTO PERHIMPUNAN HARAM THIS WEEKEND is made...
What is wrong with us Malaysians.... Please owh please, all I can do now is to pray, janganlah ada Rusuhan Kaum lagi.... I didn't see 13 May 1969 in front of my eyes, but... I pray not to see anything like it in my or my kids' future.... I really want Malaysia to be peaceful again, for my kids to grow in it..!
2 comments:
You've just said everything I have been thinking.
Sometimes when I went to KL, I could be very alert. So scared lah, sometimes don't want to go out esp. alone and taking the public transport!
I wonder what's gonna happen in the future...I pray that it will be much secured.
amin....
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