Breaking the News

After a lot of self-consoling and accepting advices i finally came to terms with myself. No point crying over spilt milk.

Life is sucha rollercoaster, full of ups n downs. I was at the bottom most when I posted dat previous post. Two most heart-breaking event happened at the same time dat day, one I was being bombarded in a 2 hours meeting about some ridiculous matters and another is the so-called new company cancelled proceeding my new job offer. After the mentioned two hours meetings, one by one of my colleagues (eventho they weren't in the meeting) pm-ed me telling me to ignore wutever has been said by my CEO. The most important thing is all of us knows whats wrong and whats right rather than him who just listened to fitnah and believed (thus my YM/MSN status Unique people sees unique capabilties, Ordinary people just listen n believe). He bombarded me for being disrespectful towards the PA of his COO (which one my colleague even gave a remark maybe they had sex, haha), chilidish when i was trying to straighten things up, and also a failure for a project i do not lead. The thing is with these two people, they just put their asses on those comfy chair and dont know who is doing what in the office and at the end of the day, blaming the wrong ppl. Hello, I AM ONLY THE DESIGNER. If a project fails, or been pending too long, WHY BLAME ME? Itulah. Brainless. Kalo ada brain pun simpan mana tataulah.

I was so down on Monday.... spirit all gone. I cried for a bit. Berjalan pun tak betul, mcam zombie. Felt like my whole future is doomed. But next day I could smile again, ntahlah kenapa. Hati masih sakit, tapi I managed to stand up tall. Prolly because God knows, the sun will finally shine again.

And today.... Got good news from Adar. E-Media offered me to be the designer for their new book, syukur. Maybe freelance je untuk E-Media, flexible sikit. takyah gi keje teruk sangat ulang-alik 9-6 or OT teruk tido opis hehehe *wink* to Adar. She said kalau freelance kena report 2 days once. Ah oklah tuh, balik leh gi TLS hehe. Then suddenly came in another email, offering me a job tapi jauh in Shah Alam. Yet to reply tanya if the salary ok maybe can buy a car to go to work :o)

The point is, if one or two company doesn't want me, there are more out there. And I hafto say I do haf confidence in myself about this, I know, I've worked so hard building my portfolio. For those who couldn't see my abilities, they are not worth my time. I know I do sound over-confident sumtimes but if that is what it takes to live a better life, SO BE IT.

So.... Officially now, bye bye AMCP, hello again E-Media, and maybe two-three more opportunities :o)))