Mungkin rezeki anak. Mungkin tuah badan. Mungkin aku dilahirkan untuk menghadapi dugaan dan cabaran sebesar ini, setiap kali aku masuk organisasi baru.
Have just been appointed to be the Design/Creative Department Team Leader with 3-6 months probation on the new post.
If u guys have been following my blog, I've only been in this company for TWO months tomorrow, 7th of July 2007. Belum, belum confirm dalam jawatan. And If u guys are my peers, IF you knew me from the past, you probably know the way I work. I put my heart and soul into it, and do sumtimes jeopardize many of my previous relationships and my own health. Because to me, once I've been given a responsibility, I am bound to fulfill it. Now that I'm married, I couldn't afford to jeopardize ANY relationship, thus I jeopardize ONLY my health. Itu pun kadang-kadang ada tergelecek dari landasan jugak dengan family. I.am.not.perfect.
These past few weeks have been very hectic. Read my previous post. Back then I have no idea of my COO's intention. There were chaos in the office, doors have been slammed and faces have been sour. Emails of angers flies all over. I sent a few emails of suggestions and views. Our department of three (yeah, SMALL) has no leader at the moment, thus no proper delegation of work has been carried out and we always have communications-breakdown with the Content and Operation Dept. So I gave a few of my little two cents to my COO, and he accepted my views. BUT I suggested for HIM to delegate our jobs, I didn't know he had sumthing else in his mind.
Yesterday was the peak of these commotions, and one deadline failed. Suddenly he sent out one email which skipped my heart a beat - can u delegate the jobs to your teammates? would you like to be the team leader? SUMTHING LIKE DAT laaa i forgot edy the exact words. SHORT. But my heart still skipped.
I was trembling once I received the email. I know some people would've jump up n down, smile all the way to their ears. But not me. I was scared. For the first time, I felt like a coward in this kinda matter. I am no person who turns her back at this kinda opportunities, but this time, I ALMOST did. I discussed with hubby and two of my close colleague (not in our dept) what should I do. The two was very happy for me, hubby, as usual, konon cool. Coincidently I HAD to stay-back for a discussion a finishing one urgent web-promo, so I really took my time to think before replying to his emails. Before I went back, I replied, positive answer.
So today... we had a discussion before an impromptu meeting was called. Hmm... heavy task ahead. Two SENIORS are now under my responsibility.
Will I survive?
2 comments:
Hey sis, you sounded pretty much stressed out. I think it is such a big opportunity for you. But of course, such things come with packages -- good and bad. Tapi kita tak boleh nak jaga ati sumer org.
Held up your chin and be strong! You'll pull it off!
tq dear. sucha good spirit :)))
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