Welcome 2007

New year, new hopes, new dreams, new family member?

hehe we're really hoping baby's coming out today but now dah tghhari no sign of powerful contractions, yet. nah... baby take ur time. but honestly I am the one who's restless and can't wait for her birth!!!

i'd really love to write a lot bout my new year resolution, my hopes and dreams but... i dunnno, i hope i can bring myself to it. hmm... lately as stated in my Jazzybunch Blog my hormones are almost 'taking over' my life so my mood swings are badddddd and i do have anxiety disorders from time to time. it's not easy being pregnant, mind you. this is my 2nd experience and i'm still trying to get use to it. letme see if i can type bout 2007...

Well... let's jest sat i'm hoping to be a better Muslim, and i'd like to start saving for my next Umrah and Ziarah which i'm planning to go maybe in another two or three years to come, so hafta start saving money now, for family members' growing, so is the tambang and expenses. Would like to go to Paris and London too. been watching too many domentaries during the hols about these 2 cities. Also what influence my decision is after reading Da Vinci Code the Novel, made Louvre Museum sounds so irresistable!! yeah i dream to travel... but my ultimate travelling goal is of course going to perform Hajj!! but *sigh* my Tabung Haji barely has 200 bucks in it, pickles!!! So, saving money is the plan for 2007!!! of course to do dat, i need a good job after my confinement.

glad to hear some of my frens and family members doing well. yana got a job, achik got good position in her department although she's ultimately bz... only Mein, si degil still waiting for her SPM results and refusing to apply U early, *sigh* pandai-pandailah Mein oi. hubby who jest got promoted last month seemingly gonna haf a bz year ahead, moreover he's gonna be dad of TWO! Mom and dad are on their way expanding Emas Sutera, hunting for new premise to open another branch... people around me are doing good, good to know. it's all up to me to follow their footsteps. i pray 2007 will be a good year for me n family. praying hard!!

I'd like to thank God, for in the midst of confusion and prenatal depression, He still gives me guidance and strength to take my mind off from thinking too much nonsense. i did get a hard time trying to keep my mind busy so that i wouldn't be dragged into thinking nonsense things such as labor-death, me being hopeless and worthless... seriously these thoughts do get into my mind sumtimes. it makes wanna end this pregnancy as soon as possible and do sumtimes makes me feel like giving up. but again He was there, He helped me build my patience and endurance. Alhamdulillah...

All in all... i wanna be happy around my 3 angels, hubby, Jazzy and baby Khayra, in 2007. :o))