Just a Post...

it's been quite a while since i really post 'sumthing' huh...?

i am so very... not really busy, i shall jest say occupied. i guess i've reached to a state whereby i set priorities and focus on family, household and later on work above any other; be it in terms of contentness, financial or well-being. a state every mother will finally get to, if she wants to. if she doesn't want to, thus the failure of a family's function, i hope i won't go n choose that particular path one day, although i'm d type of woman who reach out for my career dreams, apart from being... a mother, a wife, a woman.

just a few more weeks of being a student, i feel so old, too old to be where i am now. at 26 years old i should be generating income already, but i'm still stuck in a college. yeap, it's not too late for anything, and yeap, failure/mistakes doesn't come cheap. so i'm paying those expensive significance right now. mistakes i've done for being distracted, out of focus and setting the wrong priority. choosing lust above responsibilties. so what i have become now, what i have explained in the first paragraph, is also the payment i am making, after doing those mistakes.

finally this girl sounds serious in her blog, some might wonder. nah... if u only knew me through my blog, yes u'll say dat. but if u know me personally u'll know wat i'm rambling, has been going through my mind for years, not a single second forgotten. it keeps me reminded, that i have big payments to make, and big responsibilites to hold. those who knows me personally, talk and discuss to me daily, do not 'really' leave comments in this blog, i dunno why, maybe they love and ahs a reason keeping it low. they includes hubby himself, my close friends and my immediate family.

back to the real world, i have less than 9 weeks of completing the task i should have completed 4 years ago. i am currently painting and animating my Major Project 2D Short Animation Piece - Ugly Kim and also doing a web (flash based) for my Online Portfolio. Apart from that I have to produce the non-online version of my portfolio to do; that is a folder containing an Interactive CD, well-designed resume and business cards, and if we as a group can handle it, we're going to hold an exhibition for our work as Animators/Designers in LUCT's KLCenter Branch end of this year, phewh i'll be sarat by then. big big tasks.... yeap big big tasks.

ramblings in the morning, my 2 cents' worth?! NO.