i guess i am putting myself in a dangerous state here. i can't, or more likely, i refuse to bounce back into my studies.
there are many many factors to this. i have lost interest.
My story hasn't been 100% approved. this demotivates me badly.
Too long a break i took, not good for my working rhythm.
I'm always moody. and i allow it to affect my daily routine.
I got other interests ~ Being Pregnant, watching my diet, Pearls, Crystals, Movies, Sleep, Rest... to list but a few.
I don't draw fast. I get bored fast. so when i draw, i draw halfway, the other half, i give way to sleep, tv or making bracelets which are more interesting than drawing/painting sumthing that hasn't been confirmed the acceptance.
will someone wake me up?
4 comments:
rugi la..
dah la belajar free.. pastu nak quit..
apa ni lemah2 semangat ni.. come on.. jgn nanti later u keep regretting things you have not done.
better now or never..
owh no i'm not quitting. dun get me wrong.
i was jest demotivated.
this sem we're learning nonsense stuffs vesides having to do our major project. i guess i am jest a bit pissed, cus itsa blardy new curricular outline, seniors didn't hafto learn wat we learn this sem, and itsa total waste of time. its like coming to class JUST to haf a chat, for 3 subjects. gila.
plus my lecturer keep on changing my storyline. rasa nak punch muka dia.
i am painting everyday now. tapi sedih cus it maybe not accepted. buang masa.
jgn putus asa... hardship will teach you a lot of things..
we'll c at the end of the sem nanti. sape yang akan tersenyum lebar.
learning things your senior didn't? is that supposed to be advantage to you?
bro, i really really appreciate ur concern, shows dat u're sucha good brother :op untuk si fadh :o)
neways.. i bounced back ( u might see it in my next post :))
d new stuffs are.. redundant stuffs. stuffs we already did before and... stuffs like how to market ur goods, who are your target consumers... stuffs we know by common sense. it is suppose to be for juniors, not us who are bz with our MAJOR PROJECT, but since they change the curricular outline, we had to go to dat class. we're the unlucky ones who had to go through a transitional period. i brought this up to meeting last semester and they admitted dat we're blardy unlucky. so ... i hope dat explains
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