Mixed feelings dayz...

*sigh* it's been... happy for minutes, angry in another, tired in most of d days, sad a lot of hours during these few days.

menses sux, when i dun get em, i'll be dead worried. when i get em... it simply suck.

progression check with Eugene on thursday went well, brought many ideas to my stuck-freezin brain. i've got new look for chem teacher, Eugene made me do it in class with dat blardy-hard-to-control-cacat-dun-haf-right-click mac's mouse on dat beautiful-white-awesome-graphic-super-fast eMac so he can make sure i got it right this time, well it was good, so i locked down on it there and then. and physics teacher got legs instead of those lazy-character-designer looking tires ;op (indeed i was trying to cut short on anything i can). and the only moodboard i prepared for him was.. uhm, not to say rejected, d whole idea was there but style wise suck. well kinda expected dat, i did it 4 am in d morning before class, after being awake d whole night, cranky design tends to pop out during these kinda time :op (excuses excuses.)

well now i have 9 moodboards (3 for each MTV ident) to prepare for presentation in another week + 2 days, but on this coming tuesday he wants to see at least many of it if not 9. been in his class long enuff to expect this kinda workspeed. meaning now i really hafta finish my character design fast, so i can put em in my moodboards, at least some out of d 9. so checklist of what i hafta do now:

Media Elective
4 Character Designs (2 down, 2 to go)
9 moodboards (1 down, 8 to go)
Major Project
story development and finalization

*phewhhhhhh*

brought jazz to alamanda today, she really enjoyed the bus ride back home. i hadta pick her up from her babysitter's house (dekat je, jalan kaki 15 mins, damn i'm tired) cus she was going for a seminar today, sumthing gotta do wit UMNO also. she already informed me last week, but i totally forgot (*sigh* forget so many things lately). nasib baik i didnt go to KL ( iwas suppose to meet friends there) yet when hubby sms and reminded me, kalau tak kesian jazz, kena tunggu lama dengan nurin (anak babysitter, who barely knows much bout babysitting but play with kids well). i brought her to McD's playland in Alamanda and she got to play her BobJet and Ship (Bob d Builder and Fishing Bear joyride) twice, until my shilling's all gone. she really knows how to empty my pockets, like how i did to mama. then petang we go to Pasar Tani Mega in front of MoF with hubby, nenek ucu n ateem. thank God finally got pasar tani here in Putrajaya, things are cheaper than our usual marketplace - Carrefour! talk about urbanisation... eh?

oh yeah, mama papa and syamin are going to Shanghai in d morning, gonna send em to airport @ 6.30 am. *sigh* this is a trip mama is suppose to belanja me for getting good results last sem, but i myself declined to go, cus i know i wont be able to catch up with project work when i get back. sacrifices sacrifices... i hope with this sacrifice, i get to go to d whole world bringing hubby and jazz along lonce i'm working, with my very own hard-earned money. talkbout *dreams*...

better start doing work. hopefully i'm not too cranky today onwards, cus menses is nearly finished. i really need to get on a sejadah and plea to God to give me strength to finish my projects.