I survived!

we felt like we had a meeting with MTV themselves

I rarely haf problems for presentation, being an ex-debator, school actress and not to mention many many elocutions and public speakings i haf done. but today i was a nervous wreck, i sweat like crazy and i went to toilet avoiding to be d first few people to present my moodboards.

Ms Nicole from RMIT was present, to moderate and comment on our progression so dat we can improvise in wutever posibble ways. this is not d 1st time we haf a progression with ms nicole, she was around last semester as well.
well... i was d 5th person to present, after Andy, Afza, Husni and Faren. oklah... not too early, and i get to recite as many Ayat Kursi as i can he he. but it went well, and i actually feel more confident when Ms Nicole gasp as my moodboard appears on the projector screen. Eugene who knows every single bit bout my concept was bz nodding, and Ms Nicole said she liked my color scheme, which credit to Eugene again for reminding me to maintain the color scheme for each ident. as i explain my concept, how i want to manipulate two very different ideas - science and MTV, i could see Ms Nicole nodding and dat adds up to my confidence. all in all it went well, the only amendment i haf to make is to chane d greenboard colour to slightly more bluish, and the location setting of physics ident from a lecture hall to a physics lab/class. not too bad, as compared to some who had to do major changes. the advantage of seeing Eugene all d time :op.

why? why did i felt so nervous before presenting? it's prolly the 'want' to make this a success, the desperation, the need. i was really afraid if anything goes wrong, if Ms Nicole or Eugene find my style, idea and character design suck. and the need for this to give my CV/portfolio a plus point. all these add up to the tense i had.

Phewwhh Alhamdulillah... now i will haf to start animating, yeappp the hardest part is here! more sleepless nites and aching head/back/eyes... i asked for this didn't i? but i guess i'm still up to it. may this be my way to richness!! :op