well... recalling how i worked so hard, until i almost wanted to fail one subject to give way to 3 other majors, i felt so emotional when i received my transcript (though i didn't show it in front of Mr Muzammir jest now).
yanna came to my house around 9 (waking me up cus i overslept he he) and we waited until it was 10 while watching grammy. then around 10.15 we went to college with our hearts pounding. never before, for the whole 4 semesters i felt so inconfident like i felt this morning. so here it is...
Design 03 - Distinction
2D Imaging 02 - Distinction
2D Animation - Distinction (my effort pays! it's my highest marks)
Industry Practice 01 - Distinction
Interactive Multimedia 02 - Credit
Video 02 - Credit (2 more marks to distinction, arghhh)
Web Design 01 - Credit
Concept Development 02 - Credit
3D Modelling 02 - Pass (like i said, i almost wanted to fail this module)
well... i'm glad for 2D animation and 2D imaging 02, but a little bit frustrated with Interactive and Web, my 2 favourite subject. and surprisingly i got quite good marks for Video 02, despite being pressed so badly by the lecturer in charge, yes who else, the genius himself. i'm not sarcastically saying he's a genius, he IS a genius, its jest dat i can't keep up with his ways. n d fact he's gonna be in charge for 2 major electives, i'm totally... dead. and d 2 subjects are d subjects dat i scored; Video and 2D Animation. i'm sooo pening now. i dunno which major to choose. i was thinking of choosing Interactive Multimedia all along, but for 2 semesters i could only get Credit for d subject, lebih menyedihkan lagi, Web Design pun sama, dapat Credit only... camana ni...
but as quoting wat yanna, raimy n faren says, we didn't focus on d subject dat we really wanna do, all we did for d previous semesters is trying not to fail everything and score good marks as much as we could. it's only in this next semester dat we're going to do wat we really wanna pursue. but my question is, what DO i wanna pursue...???!!!
hubby seems to want me to do Video very much, cus there's money there. when i ask 'do u really want me to go into d entertainment industry? meeting d people i once knew when i was single, being somewhere around d limelight (i'm not like Mawi or CT nurhaliza to be IN d limelight) and haf no time for u n kids?' he answered gimme RM2k and i'll keep quiet.' mata duitan jugak lelaki ni rupanya :op. then when i was telling dad how next semester our course format will be changed and i'll need to go into d industry for my ground work for major project proposal, he told me to go into Media Prima, wah papa pun macam nak suruh aku amik Video je nih... and mama plak suruh amik 'yang bila keje basic RM3k ke atas and boleh melancong satu dunia'... pun bunyinya macam Video. hmm... money really matters ehk these days...?
oh God i really don't have a clue now. so in dilemma, so undecided. God show me the way...
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