When nerve got overused (abused) and lack of Vitamin B Complex

Since private clinic's physio is damn expensive (and medicine gave barely werks) i went to Hospital Putrajaya yesterday for 2nd opinion. (itupun lepas kecoh2 pagi2 gaduh2 ngan mama, she always thinks money is d matter, urgh!!!!)

the nite b4 yesterday i couldn't sleep. i took d medicines dat clinic gave me, and the pain was sooooo damn hurting dat it was so hard for me to sleep. they gave me 3 types of pills for nerves/neuro and one voltaren (tahan sakit/painkiller). and i began to haf negative tots towards dt clinic. next morning i wnt there to set my physio's apptmnt, and they say azam's company's insurance won't cover my physio cus it was referred by a locum. i was already in pain, i felt so sickly and i called mom to tell her wat's been told by d nurse. and my mom as usual go berserk and rumbled on bout having not enuff money for a cheque due today bla bla bla... i was like, wat's d matter wit all this people, money money money, i'm sick here HELLOOOO!!!!

called azam, he said he'll come n pick me (10.45 monday morning, baru 2 hours masuk keje) and bring me sumwhere else. so i said let's go to public hospital. so off we went to putrajaya hospital and the nurse at d info counter told me to go straight to Emergency (yeah i was such a drama queen, muka dah kerut2 nangis, padahal nangis bukan pasal sakit sangat, pasal mama). waited there for 3 hours for my turn after crying in the triage room when d male nurse (i can't recall wat they call dat guy in meet the parents) touched my right little finger (he quickly put on a sling/anduh to my right hand after dat). i think i could get nominated in d Oscar for best crying actress.

once inside i hadta wait again, beside me was a malay lady who's eye got poked with a screw driver, in front of me was an indian boy who fell in d toilet and broke at least 2 bones and near me also, a guy who looks like a mummia (bandages all over him) and later being pushed to ICU. not to mention a few others who's got gastric, one guy got hit-and-run, ahhhh sooo depressing!!! but im lucky, i got no blood dripping from my body like all the others.

they did 3 x-rays on me. on my right hand twice and my cerebrum once. yeah, my nerves are affected until THERE. they call wat i'm going through 'Compressed Syndrom', after being checked by a GM and one orthopedic specialist. run some painful tests on dat finger of mine. they say my nerves on that region have become inactive due to too much compression. this happens when i used too much of my right hand, especially on d wrist and the 2 last finger. lukily my ring finger hasn't been affected YET, the chinese ortho specialist said.

they gave me ONE medicine, bandaged me (it's not really necessary but since it's painful and i MIGHT gatal to use d hand, like wat i'm doing now, they bandaged it) and set an appointment 3 weeks later. between these 3 weeks, i'm not suppose to use my right hand. so i was like, 'hah?! this is my right hand!! i'm not kidal!' the lady GM laughed and said, 'sikit sikit bolehlah...' :)

so who say public hospitals' doctor are not friendly? in fact dat lady GM (maybe not dat specialist) is d friendliest doctor i ever met. ok recalling to my bersalin history, maybe dat particular bersalin doctor yg bodo. (to know more bout this matter, leave a comment).

today my right hand is still in pain, but at least i can move it. but my little finger have become KERAS, automatically i can't move dat particular finger. dunno y. (yeah mandi pun susah ok, not to mention pakai baju, berejam!) i hope d docs know wat they're doing. friends, pray for me... i NEED my right hand!