Life is soo confusing! Decision making sux

Australia - to go or not to go?

go->

chance to study overseas

better salary chances

degree

dignity, pride & ego

freedom!

not go->

jazzy! i wouldnt be able to send her on her 1st day of school... :o(

hubby! how r u gonna eat if i dun cook?

money! cost of living!

sleeping alone again? urgh dat sux! so used to haf my 'bantal peluk'

mom n dad needs me to run d business

i'll be 27 when i graduate :o(

If i'm good, i dun haftohaf a degree to get good job

d reasonable points are more on not going. i regret playing d fool during d earlier years. i really shouldn't haf. i didn't use my intelligence and creativity in d right way, or else, i would've been in Australia long before NEXT NEXT YEAR. thinking it over, i'm too 'old' to graduate at d age of 27. i need to work, ASAP. i need to be stable, NOW. i already haf a daughter, wat if anything bad happens? ANYTHING bad, i dun haf a solid ground to fall on to. i need to get stable. FAST.

God, guide me please...