.:: pressure pressure come to mama ::.

i'm in Interactive Multimedia class now, wearing my beatiful Nyonya Kebaya, waiting to present my Interactive Project on Nyonya Kebaya, a Century of Evolution

for d 1st time in 1.5 years in LUCT, I'm gonna present an unfinished work. Damn, I wish i did finish it, but there was no way I could, time isn't on my side. I haven't been sleeping well, baru nak terlelap, Azam dah nak pegi keje demanding his breakfast... tak buat karang kesian, lapar orang tua tu gi keje. well... after he went to werk i dragged myself outta bed again (eventually i tried to sleep again but it was already 7.45) to get my shower... and started to put on my Purplish Pink Kebaya...

starring at the mirror, i'm surprised to see how small I got this semester, I think this is my smallest body after delivering Jazzy 2 years ago. haf been purging because of stress, not much appetite like before, well it's good for one reason; i am going to Intan's wedding n Nyot's engagement this Saturday so i've got to look good to meet fellow x-schoolmates :p but... I haf energy to think well!

so frusrating... I've got sooo many ideas for this Nyonya Kebaya thingy... but not enuff time and willpower. simply no time. I got fever last thursday dragging to sunday... had to take cough drops, wasted quite a lot of time there. so frusrated... but waddahell... I'm gonna get my presentation marks!

mama n papa's leaving for Padang tomorrow morn. dunno if i'm rajin enuff to go to 3D but i tink it's good if i go at least i'll get my modelling moving cus i didnt touch anything since i ended it last week with only two unfinished models, my DNA pillar and my atomic ceiling. sound so bombastic but it really is very simple and it's gonna be even simpler when i dun haf d time to really model the rest of the stuffz in my frame.

sttill got two mo thingy before i can rest... wish i can go for a holiday escapade... perhaps Langkawi?