Passion & Patience

Passion & Patience >> Without it, don't ever THINK to become a GOOD, Industry Demanded designer.

I'm a mother, I'm a wifey, I'm a student, I'm an employee. Many asked, how do i cope? Can I make it?

To those many who asked, do u knoe even i myself gives me d same questions? I don't knoe my limit, but i set my limit very high, so high that I can't see where are my boundaries. To me, there's nothing dat is impossible, 'xcept playing God, because he is my Ultimate Creator. so i jest do wutever I want to do, and do it good.

I was once young too. I was once wild too, wilder than my present friends could ever imagine. To those who knew me for years, they'll understand what i mean. Tengku Rinaidil, Rahayu Rashid, Marlina A Hamid, Kafiza Kamaruzzaman, my years-long friends have seen me evolve from a very outgoing teenager to a humble mother. From a lazy student, to a comitted and dedicated human being.

Call me sucker, call me wutever, but am not fret to speak my mind. I protest whenever I could, and I shut up whenever I should. I know my abilities, and set no limit. I do not care of wat people think, cus what matters is my future, my daughter's future and my family's future. I do not need a low-life, for I long for sophisticated life. I'm a woman of d future, I refuse to be drawn behind. No one could ever stop me now.

I do not need to have serious fun, maybe jest a few hours of entertainment would be enough, for I had too much fun during my adolescence. Now I'm focusing on what I want to achieve :: a dream to be an Important person, Intelligent Malay, A Well-Known Designer and Money-Generator.

What? sounds greedy? well I am. But at least I aim for a High-Life. Even God wants his khalifahs to built a High-Life. I do not need to be a Low-Lifer. I am no Time-Waster. I only rest when I need to. I watch tv, but my head is bz picking up scenes and camera angles n storyboards from what I watch. I read magz, but I look out for elements n principal of design that they apply. I play games, hey, my mind needs rest right?

I want my daughter to see me struggling. So she would follow my footsteps, and lead her siblings. I want to be successful, so dat I can feed my family with happiness.

Enuff babling for today. petang ada meeting UMNO, so will miz part of my Design 02 class. takpe, i'll meet zettie later n try to catch up. I'm actually very groggy for I only had 3 hours of sleep last nite, sorry morning. but I'm still very intrigued for my Sound class with comel Mr Mike.. ahaks!