ALWAYS IN OUR MEMORY... and we thank God Almighty for the smooth operation...
3.11 am... Bed 636 Peadiatric Ward, Ampang Putri Specialist Hospital Couldn't Sleep!!! I drank Cappucino DB @ 2.30 am to keep me awake so dat i made sure not to miss Jazz's last feed before her surgery @ 9.30 am. she has to fast for the anaesthetic at least for 6 hrs. she fed once @ 1.30 am but i still want to feed her i don't want her to haf empty stomach for such a long time. she refused at first but i managed to slip in 2 tiny spoon of whipped potato and one tea spoon of Jell-O and 1/2 bottle of milk... not dat much but rather than nuthing... azam went back to check on our house @ 10.30 pm. pity him, in fact pity us!! in and outta the hospital for 3 tiring days already... 2 days in az zahrah (she got dehydrated and pheringitis) and now in APSH,luckily i'm on holidays or else i dunno how are we goin to manage and for sure lotsss of fights would've taken placedue to stress, but Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly. Yanna, Raimy, Brian, Putri & Raihan came to visit us last nite and Jazz was veeerrryy delighted to receive visitor. she went on and on attracting their atention and showing off tricks, not knowing wat awaits her tomorrow... i'm happy to her like that remembering how weak she was kelmarin.still tomorrow has yet to come... there she is sleeping soundly... 3 days on holidays doin nuthin else but taking care of her kept her very close to me than ever before. i hope her painafter the surgery wont be too bad... i'm soooo nervous! pen off @ 3.33 am (azam arrived early in d morning @ 6.30 am)
:: 8.00 am :: just finished bathing jazz.. sian dia kena bangun early mandi pepagi buta sebaik ada water heater
:: 8.30 am :: nurse came in and checked jazz's condition, changed her clothes to surgery clothings
:: 8.35 am :: began to push her cot to the surgery room downstairs
:: 9.45 am :: jazz n azam when into the anaesthetic room... i couldn't help cyring!! she was too :~( i went to wait at the waiting room next door
:: 9.50 am :: azam joined me in d waiting room, waiting for a confirmation from Dr Aminuddin Saim
:: 10.00 am :: nurse came in to confirm surgery has to take place as she has infection in he effected area and swollen toncils & adenoid and permission granted
i went downstairs to buy some drinks and snacks cus we both havent had breakfast (actually i was trying to keep myself calm...)
:: 10.20 am :: operation over... nurse asked one of us to come in to console her (babies are adviced to be awake ASAP after surgery) so i went in cus i cant wait to hold her again but when i enter the room, i heard a very decent... husky cry that i never thought it was hers i thought it was a sound from the machines or sumthin but when i finally saw her, bleeding in her mouth, it was her cry, a very painful one that i myself had to be consoled by the nurse, i hugged her and tried to calm her down but she was to weak and in terrible pain so i became weak too and asked the nurse to call azam in instead, i was asked to prepare her bed in the ward, so i went upstair, sobing hardly, i dun care about other people i tried to make her bed as comfortable as i can and 10 mins later she returned to the ward with azam. dr advised us not to feed her anything yet untill 6 hours, after all she's on drip... *sigh*
Jazz was released the next day as she bravely healed herself by laughing and playing with us though sumtimes she cry when sudden pain comes... she's my dear brave little girl... now, a month after operation she has regained weight, speak more words like 'jatuh', 'boola', 'mam' (dah demam? AF), 'no' (with her point finger swaying) to mention but a few...Me n Hubby, Azamzairi would like to send our GRATITUDE to Dr Aminuddin Saim and all staff in Peadiatric Ward, Ampang Putri Specialist Hospital for doing a great job and taking very good care of Jazzmeen during her stay there
now i haf to go back to school... just done my registration kelmarin... i already got my results, i'm not dat satisfied but overall... it's OK!! well at least most of my hardwork paid... here they are...Pengajian Islam (Islamic Studies) - A+
Analytical Drawing - A
Life Drawing 1 - A
Design Studies 1 - A
Creative Studies 1 - B (grrrrr!!)
Communication Studies 1 - B+ (more grrrrrr!!!!!)
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