in my 1st entry for 27th May 2004 i've crossed out my hubby's name to save him the humiliation he didnt deserved. forgive me O husband for being disrespectful (and not having the allocation for your birthday prezen), i promise to try to keep up with your whimps and fancies as far as i could.

but i'm still mad @ MAMAAAAAAA!!!

dun care dat i wanna talk bout TROY

i hafto say dat i envy Hector's character. despite being having handsome face, well-built body, cute ass to spank and main actor of the movie, i dislike Brad Pitt's (Archillies) character in Troy. plus Archillies should be having scars, pimples, wutever scratch on d face but Brad Pitt??? I'm sorry but, did they haf facial salon for warriors in Greek by then???

Hector's so luvin and loved, intelligent & strong-willed, very fatherly... dat's why i ENVy his character, cus he's just the opposite of who i am. well firstly i'm a MOTHER not a father obviously... but i'm not very luving according to sum people, i'm GARANG, no dat's not d werd, i'm BARAN. yes datttsss right. hector's intelligent and a strategist, while i'm a blunder through hentam kromo & kelam kabut. back to dat luvin part, once i tot i've lost interest in luv, i'm just livin my life and fulfill my duty as a wife n mother but hubby proved me wrong yesterday. maybe i just didnt try hard enuff to keep everyone satisfied, like Hector did, like Hector sacrificed himself for his family, wife n son n brother n father even his sis in law. Mama is a very stubborn woman, i dun think anyone could ever satisfy her... not even papa.

i'd watched lotsa Greeks mythology dramas n movies but non effected me like troy did (i even tocang my hair like brad pitt did). maybe because i'm in d situation where i need courage, watching troy was courageous.

as huge production as Troy is, whoever watched (or gonna watch) troy did u realise that the spear stuck on Hector's body suddenly disappear after Archillies dragged him? i mean, there was no scene showing Archillies retrieve the spear out of him back and he climbed on that cart and dragged hector (spear still there) then suddenly the scene changed where he's already in d middle of d dessert or wutever than by the sea but the spear... gone! HAH! one big movie, one huge production, but still mistakes being done. oh well everybody makes mistakes, i did huge mistakes, i made people despise me but still nobody killed me... why ar?? heh