haf to admit Troy was one of the best movie i've ever watched. Greek n Trojans mythology, was never interested in dat till i watched troy last nite.
best nite ever, worst day afterwards...
to some people who should be luvin me, be around me when i need em... do i look like such a bad person to u?
to those people who are suppose to be d closest to me... am i dat bad?
i dunno wat craps am i typin here but i sure do know how i feel. i feel tormented, unwanted, stupid... i'm lazy to u guys but i feel very tired doin things for all of u. i'm spenthrift to u guys but most of my money wasn't used for things that are only mine... wat is it, or how much more u want me to sacrifice? why do i haf to be the perfect person u guys want me to be? why do i haf to do everything and anything at d same time. i haf to be a student at d same time i hafto werk, at d same time i haf to mind d chores... i haf to find money at the same time u guys want me to be at home. JUST ONE NIGHT i ask for a break and this is what i've got. i was blamed for wasting 7 bucks on a movie that's worth the while, i was blamed for not being there for my child when i was the one who carried her in my wombs for 9 months and had my belly cut off to get her out of it safely, i ask just for a favour, one night to relax after all these tormenmts and suddenly everybody turn their back on me when i have been trying to serve everybody sacrificing my sleep energy and everyhting else WHY????? why everybody wants to take my freedom away from me? why am i forced to sell sumthing that i cant because i'm fat enuff to sell a slimming product?! when i'm in the middle of final artform execution, when i'm tense, when i'm stressed??? do u want me to die dat fast??!!!!! damn it parents and hubby just for once, GIVE INNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK, u guys hate to see my face then SO BE IT
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