January 10, 2004

lari dr masalah :: lari dr kenyataan

she ran away after making mistakes after mistakes. when we tell her d right way to do something, her rebellious mind never gives way to good conscience. typical Malay teenager, stupid n refuse to be corrected. dat's my babysitter.

after she hurt my precious li'il baby more than twice, she decide to quit. but not in d right way, she choose to ran, leaving all her belongings bersepah-sepah @ my house. this morning i can't help menyepahkan lg those stuffs. i collected all her just-being-washed baju and tossed it on her bed.i dun care, am not gonna kemas for her. let her come and take all her stuffs, be responsible of wutever u've done. u wanna rebel? then rebel. i wanna see how far she can go n do witout all her clothes. this is wat happens when stupidity n anger controls mind. u tend to do stupid things.

jazz is so afraid of her. since she's been away, jazz's back to her normal happy go lucky manner. no more crying n whimpering. prolly she was kasar wit jazz behind my back, i dunno. for all i know now i wanna sepak her face. this morning hubby saw her in her fiance's workplace sitting aroung doin absolutely nuthing. if i'm her fiance'sboss i'll scold her away, mengacau org buat keje n kasteme prolly feel uncomfortable osso. in short, penyibuk.

truly, me n hubby's so lega. it's better she's not around, cus when she's around makin bertambah pening kepala, bukan menyenangkan but more of a nuisance. rumah makin bersepah, jazz makin kuat melalak, badan jazz abis luka luka, n her head dia manjang terhantuk... God saved us n our money.

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