October 18, 2003

There's no other God but Allah... The Almighty

after writing dat blog for achik, memories from my college years keep on flashing in front of my eyes. so last night as i was lying down after a hard day of work & chores, i realised that i've been shutting down my mind to my life in college.

one by one it came to me, the faces of my fellow student board members, the activities n programmes, the very college magazine which i was the head-editor, DSK, DSI, Faculty of Electrical Engineering, our beloved ayahanda pengetua... WOW. so many things that i'd shut myself from. then i started tracing back what made me do that, what could've been the reason that i tried so hard to put all those memories at the back of my head, and when did it begin??

i kept on thinking, then i realised that the pass that i really want to remember was only my high skool memories because they are sweet memories. back in high skool i was tough n successful. so i came to figure out why i shut my head from my college memories - college was a failure n it hurts so much to remember it.

so i guess, thanx again to achik. she made me remember and bring back those memories to me. at least i can remember NAMES now. and i'll try to keep on recalling those memories. for a start, tonite i boiled chrysanthemum tea for my n hubby to drink just how i did for my blockmates @ college (o:

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