Tribute to Ayam Umbai yang Perasan

Vincent, Trust me, I understand...

Haf always been in love with his art... and his feelings, I feel d same way...

   

 Starry, starry night. 

Paint your palette blue and grey, 

Look out on a summer's day, 

With eyes that know the darkness in my soul. 

Shadows on the hills, 

Sketch the trees and the daffodils, 

Catch the breeze and the winter chills, 

In colors on the snowy linen land. 

 Now I understand what you tried to say to me, 

How you suffered for your sanity, 

How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

 Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

 Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity, How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.

 For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you,
Vincent, This world was never meant for one As beautiful as you.

 Starry, starry night. Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

 Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity, How you tried to set them free.
 They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...

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Jason Mraz's Songs

nice songs, beautiful lyrics, great music.

Life is Wonderful

it takes a crane to build a crane
it takes two floors to make a story
it takes an egg to make a hen
it takes a hen to make an egg
there is no end to what i'm saying

it takes a thought to make a word
and it takes some words to make an action
it takes some work to make it work
it takes some good to make it hurt
it takes some bad for satisfaction

la la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
al la la la la

it takes a night to make it dawn
and it takes a day to make you yawn brother
it takes some old to make you young
it takes some cold to know the sun
it takes the one to have the other

and it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes you years to know what love is
and it takes some fears to make you trust
it takes those tears to make it rust
it takes the dust to have it polished (Yeah)

ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is so full of
ah la la la la la la life is so rough
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is our love
ah la la la la la

it takes some silence to make sound
it takes a loss before you found it
and it takes a road to go nowhere
it takes a toll to make you care
it takes a hole to make a mountain

Geek in the Pink

well let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
if you like the way I'm thinkin' baby wink at it
i may be skinny at times but I'm fat full 'a rhymes
pass me the mic and I'm a grab at it a
well isn't it delicious crazy way that i'm kissin'
this baby listen to this don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'
sometimes you gotta fit in to get in
but don't ever quit cuz soon i'm gonna let you in but see

i don't care what you might think about me
you'll get by without me if you want
well i could be the one to take you home
baby we could rock the night alone
if we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
but sugar don't forget what you already know
that i could be the one to turn you out
we could be the talk across the town
don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
you might regret what you let slip away

Like the geek in the pink
Well like the geek in the pink, yeah
The geek in the pink

well this relationship fodder don't mean to bother nobody
but cupid's automatic musta fired multiple shots at her
because she fall in love too often that's what the matter
at least I'm talkin about her keep my pattern of flattery and a
she was staring through the doorframe and
eyeing me down like already a bad boyfriend
well she can get her toys outta the drawer then
cause i ain't comin' home, i don't need that attention, see

i don't care what she might think about me
she'll get by without me if she want
well i could be the one to take her home
baby we could rock the night alone
if we never get down it wouldn't be the let down
but sugar don't forget what you already know
that i could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
you might regret what you let slip away

hey baby look at me go
from zero to hero
you better take it from a geek like me
well i can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
who wouldn't care if you cum...plete them or not

so what I've got a short attention span
a coke in my hand
because i'd rather have the afternoon, relax and understand
My hip hop and flip flops well it don't stop with the light rock
my shot to mock you kinda puts me in the tight spot
the hype is nothing more than hoo-hah so
i'm developing a language and i'm calling it my own
so take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what i mean
that on the other side the grass is greener

i don't care what you might think about me
you'll get by without me if you want
i could be the one to take you home
baby we could rock the night alone
if we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
but sugar don't forget what you already know
that i could be the one to turn you out
we could be the talk across the town
don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
you might regret what you let slip away

like the geek in the pink
well i'm the geek in the pink, yo
Geek is the color for fall
i'm the geek in the pink
So i'm the geek ya'll..In the pink ya'll..
Geek is the color for fall
I'm the geek in the pink

CUTI :: Masa untuk menyanyi (dan merapik) ::

Mungkin Nanti :: peterpan

Saat aku berkata
Mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua
Kuyakin inilah waktunya

Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi
* Dan mungkin bila nanti
Kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kelmarin
Saat semua di sini

Dan bila hatimu termenung
Bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu
Cerita saat bersamaku

Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Back to *

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
Simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari
Semua rasa yang kau beri

Cinta :: Melly n Krisdayanti

Menapak jalan yg menjauh
tentukan arah yg kumau
tempatkan aku pd sutu peristiwa
yg membuat hati lara

Di dekat engkau aku tenang
sendu matamu penuh tanya
misteri hidup akan kah menghilang
dan bahagia di akhir cerita

Cinta tegarkan hatiku
tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
naluriku berkata
tak ingin terulang lg
kehilangan cinta hati
bagai raga tak bernyawa

Aku junjung petuahmu
cintai dia yg mencintaiku
hatinya dulu berlayar kini telah menepi
bukankah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia

Mockingbirdie :: Eminem for Hailie

Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
When I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laneys uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up as daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have got so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fcuk with dad (haha)

Obsession :: Frankie J.

check, check...this happened for real
Baby Bash yeah Frankie J ... Obsessions

It's early in the morning
And my heart is feeling lonely
Just thinking 'bout you baby
Got me twisted in the head
And I don't know how to take it
But it's driving me so crazy
I don't know if it's right
I'm tossing turning in my bed
It's 5 o'clock in the morning
And I still can't sleep
Thinking 'bout your beauty
It makes me weak
I'm feeling hopeless in my home
I don't know what to do
I think I'm in love
Baby...

[chorus]

Amor, No mes Amor(If this ain't love)
Then, what am I feeelin
What am I doing wrong?
Amor, No mes Amor (If this ain't love)
It's just an illusion
That I have in my heart

Now, I know you're not my Lady
But I'm trying to make this right
Don't know what to do
I'm going out of my mind
So Baby if you let me
Kick it witchu then well maybe
We can ride together
We can do this all night
Now, I don't care if you got a man
Baby I'd wish you'd understand
Cuz I know he can't love you right,
Quite like I can
It's 5 o'clock in the morning
And I still can't sleep
Thinking 'bout your beauty
It makes me weak
I feeling hopeless at home
I don't know what to do
I think I'm in love

[chorus]

I love the way you freaky like that
It's an obsession

[Baby Bash]
Hold Up, Let me Dream
Shorty got me feeling serene
you're my candy
You're my cream
Got your boy feeling supreme
Hold up, Wait a minute
Baby you so damn independent
Loving everything you representing
I got a lot of money and I love to spend it
And that's what's up,
And I don't care what people scream
Your my blessing when I'm stressing
My Superfly Beauty Queen
I'm a keep it saucy
Cuz my ma now how I do,
We gon rendez vous,
Mi Corazon belongs to U

[chorus]

Amor...

Lonely :: Akon

Lonely im Mr. Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
Im so Lonely, im Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
for my owwnnn
Im so Lonely

Yo, this one here goes out to all my playas out there man.
ya kno that got that one good girl dog thats always been
there man like took all the bullshit then one day she cant
take it no more and decides to leave

yeah, I woke up in the middle of the night,
And I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
Coulda sworn I was dreamin,
For her I was feinin,
So I had ta take a little ride,
Back tracking on these few years,
Tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad,
Cuz ever since my girl left me,
My whole life came crashin and I'm so....

Lonely (so lonely),
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
I'm so lonely

Cant belive I had a girl like you,
and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru
u still stuck around and stayed by my side (by my side)
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you a good girl and I had no right,
I really wanna make things right,
cuz without u in my life girl
im so..

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own baby).
Im so lonely

Been all about the world ain't,
neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through.
Never thought the day would come,
where you would get up and run,
and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint no one in the globe id rather see
then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own, no).

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl).
I'm so Lonely

Never thought that id be alone (be alone)
I didnt hope you'd be gone this long (gone this long)
I jus want u to call my phone,
so stop playing girl and Come on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout, (no)
I want me and you to work it out, (work it out baby)
I never wished that Id ever Hurt my baby,
and its drivin me crazy cuz I'm so...

Lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody, nobody)
To call my own (to call my own, no).

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own girl)

I'm so Lonely
So lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
Mr. Lonely(lonely)
So lonely (so lonely)
So lonely (Lonely)
So lonely!!! (so lonely!!!)
So Lonely
Mr. Lonely

My Happy EndingAvril Lavigne

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

So much for my happy ending

Januari... (february... march... april...)

Berat bebanku
Meninggalkanmu
Separuh nafas jiwaku
Sirna....

Bukan salahmu
Apa dayaku
Mungkin benar cinta sejati
Tak berpihak
Pada kita...

Kasihku...
Sampai disini
Kisah kita
Jangan tangisi keadaannya
Bukan kerna kita berbeda

Dengarkan...
Dengarkan lagu... lagu ini
Melodi rintihan hati ini
Kisah kita berakhir
Di Januari...
Selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku...

Everytime dedicated to him...

Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

Red Blooded Woman (i'm dat)

Count backwards 5 4 3 2 1
Before you get too heated and turned on
(This guy),
You should have learned your lessons all d times before
You've been bruised, you've been broken

Then there's my mind saying think before you go
Through that door it could lead you nowhere
(This guy)
Has got you all romantic, crazy in your head
Do you think I'd listen, no I don't care

Cause I can't focus I can't stop
You got me spinning round, round & round (Like a record)
I can't focus it's too hot (Inside)
You'll never get to Heaven if you're scared of getting hiiigh

Boy
Let me keep freaking around
I wanna get down, I'm red blooded woman
what's the point in hanging round
Boy
Don't wanna keep turning it down
When this girl wants to rock with you

My conscience saying, get down off this dream
It's too dangerous and deadly
(This guy)
Has got you talking round in circles can't you see
All for the sake of sexy (You're loving it)
Then there's my sense saying stop before you fall
I don't wanna pick you up again
(This guy)
Has got you all romantic, crazier each day
Do you think I'd listen, There's no way

The Closer I Get to You

Luther Vandross feat Beyonce Knowles
(Best RnB Performance By A Duo Or Group With Vocals Grammy Award Winner)
The closer I get to you
The more you make me see
By giving me all you've got (tell me more...)
Your love has captured me
Over and over again
I try to tell myself that we
Could never be more than friends
And all the while inside I knew it was real
The way you make me feel...hey
Lying here next to you
Time just seems to fly
Needing you more and more (more n more...)
Let's give love a try
Sweeter than sweeter love grows
And heaven's there for those
Who fool the tricks of time
With hearts in love will find... True love
In a special way
The closer I .. closer get to you baby
The more you make me see
By giving me what you've got..oh
Your love has captured me
Over and over again
I try to tell myself that we
Could never be more than friends
And all the while inside I knew this was real (got to be real..)
The way you make me feel (you know...)
My baby, my baby, my baby, my love... oohh
Come a little closer so we can see into the eyes of love
I wanna see into those eyes of love
Just a little a closer let me speak to you
I wanna softly tell you something
Here I am-- I just want you to come closer
Come a little closer let me whisper in your ear
‘Cause I wanna tell you something
I wanna whisper in your ears so soft
Move a little a little closer we can say for real
The way we feel about each other’s lovin’…
Wanna tell U words...

Merajuk punya pasal separuh jalan je nengok Grammies...

kehs kehs daaatss rite merajuk dengan azam punya pasal tgk grammies sampai black eyed peas perform jerk... pehtu bantai tido. ah? mende? apasal merajuk? sukatila... biasala asam garam rumah tangga sibuk apasal kehs kehs.

but anyway, wit all these technologies i still get to know d winners... here are some. (i left out unimportant ones, dat is d gospel choir, rock gospel yada yada) for complete winners' list do check out the official site

GENERAL

Record of the Year
Coldplay - Clocks

Album of the Year
Outkast - Speakerboxxx/The Love Below

Song of the Year
Luther Vandross (co-writer :: Richard Marx) - Dance With My Father (yeay yeay!!!! huhuuuuuuu!!!)

Best New Artist
Evanescense (obviously)

POP

Best Female Pop Vocal Performance
Christina Aguilera - Beautiful

Best Male Pop Vocal Performance
Justin Timberlake - Cry Me a River

Best Pop Performance By A Duo Or Group With Vocal
No Doubt - Underneath It All

Best Pop Collaboration With Vocals
Sting & Mary J Blige - Whenever I Say Your Name

Best Pop Vocal Album
Justin Timberlake - Justified

DANCE

Best Dance Recording
Kylie Minogue :: Rob Davis & Cathy Dennis (producers), Rob Davis, Cathy Dennis, Bruce Elliott-Smith & Phil Larsen, (mixers) - Come Into My World

TRADITIONAL POP

Best Traditional Pop Vocal Album
Tony Bennet & K.D. Lang - A Wonderful World

ROCK

Best Female Rock Vocal Performance
Pink - Trouble

Best Male Rock Vocal Performance
Dave Matthews - Gravedigger

Best Rock Performance By A Duo Or Group With Vocal
Warren Zevon & Bruce Springsteen - Disorder In The House

Best Hard Rock Performance
Evanescence Featuring Paul McCoy - Bring Me To Life

Best Metal Performance
Metallica - St Anger

Best Rock Song
Jack White, songwriter (The White Stripes) - Seven Nation Army

Best Rock Album
Foo Fighter - One By One

ALTERNATIVE

Best Alternative Music Album
The White Stripes - Elephant

RnB

Best Female RnB Vocal Performance
Beyoncé - Dangerously In Love 2

Best Male RnB Vocal Performance
Luther Vandross - Dance With My Father

Best RnB Performance By A Duo Or Group With Vocals
Beyoncé & Luther Vandross - The Closer I Get to You

Best Urban/Alternative Performance
Outkast - Hey Ya!

Best RnB Song
Shawn Carter, Rich Harrison, Beyoncé Knowles & (Eugene Record), songwriters (Beyoncé Featuring Jay-Z) - Crazy In Love

Best RnB Album
Luther Vandross - Dance With My Father

Best Contemporary RnB Album
Beyoncé - Dangerously In Love

adoi banyaknye.... go check out the site! shoooohhhh

46th Annual Grammy Awards

tadi sementara tunggu teksi sempat tgk grammies!! kejap je dapat tgk, takpelah tgk rerun malam ni, kol 8.00. mesti sampai umah before 8!! musti musti!!!

apala grammies, memalukan (diorang la malu bukan aku) when celine dione was performin 'Dance wit My Father' (tribute to Luther Vandross who's recovering from stroke, my fav fav singer!!) d mic wasn't werking!!! huk alaaa potong stimmmm!!! sungguh budus kehs kehs grand grand ceremony pun leh jadik camtu sure the person who's in charge for props kena potong gaji kehs kehs... anyway i really hope Dance With My Father which is nominated for 'Song of D Year' (as said in one of my posts before) will win d award. before celine Alicia Keys also paid tribute to Luther singin Still in Love. Opening performance was done by Prince n Beyonce wat a boom boom!! they sang Purple Rain. wat else, tadi masa tgh mandi J Timberlake was performing Senorita. No Doubt won wat award i forgotlah, n Beyonce's Dangerously in Love won Best Contemporary R&B Album of d year. sampai situ jerk dapat nengok tadi, sure not gonna miss it tonite!!!!!! musti balik awal!!!!!

okies enuff bout Grammies. i got a new maid, named Jamaliah, a malay, anak yatim. for now i can see Jazz's comfortable wit her, takdek nangis nangis macam dengan Bastard Badariah. so i hope this one last long, at least until everything ease off, tinggal lagi seminggu nak masuk skolah balik ni. 16 depan dah ulang alik pi Limkokwing so i'll be very very bz. nak keje pun dah takdek mood, dua tiga ari ni jarang ada kat kedai.

last saturday i went back to my Bonda Mozac. he he. dat's wat said in Mozac's theme song 'Bersikap Membina'. i so miss d skool!!!! i sent Adilla (azam's kazen) unpack her things, teach her bout life in mozac, how to kemas katil n locker.... visited my old dorm - B & H... borak wit my super juniors bout my teachers, most of em are still there teaching... even in better position. get to borak wit Ustad Adnan n Cikgu Mail (wowweee dah jadik HEMM kehs kehs budak cakap dia garang, can;t imagine kehs kehs) apparently most of em still remember me. eh who won't, i always send kad raya to d skool he he. but hostel dah lain, dah ada pintu belakang gi ampaian... dah ada grill... lain sangat. but before balik it was raining!!! so i get to see my feveret view of Aspuri, the mist!!! the mist dat i missed soooooooo much!!! i really tot i'll never see it again but i'm blessed! now i get to see it many many many times again!! i miss being in skool....

okies... hafto get back to real life.. to rina n achik, amboi, dating kat JB yer.... he he

When embraced by silence, I want to be embraced by God

watched JL yesterday. lotsa improvement. looks like music industry in Malaysia is no longer 'ditakuk lama'. i like d idea of rockers singing hoppers', oldies sang by rnb people, ella singing dangdut, and hell ADIBAH ROCKS!!!!! i like her. i liked her even before she act in d '10 heri apo kono eh jang' and other tv3 iklan. i heard her singing in clubs long ago, since then, i liked her a lot. she can really really sing high pitch, low pitch soprano ellegro G key A key wutever. i fogot bout those musicy thingy, been so long after i attended music class. only got to finish 4th grade for piano and 2nd for violin, then admitted into dat bloody boarding skool tak dapat gi class music lagik isk isk menci.

back to JL. maybe typical ppl won't like JL's hosts yesterday, a li'l bit over but hey, they are good! boringla control control ayu (eh achik jangan terasa he he, pinjam nama je sekejap). i salute sarimah for she never care how she looks like when she do faces. unlike certain presenter or artist, they look like they haf a mirror inside their mind while they're talking. but d topic was quite.. dull. man vs woman. i know it's their way to recall previous JLs, but to me it's... dull. pure pure dull.

my babysitter Yah is a fanatic fan of siti. she was sooooo furious when siti ONLY got persembahan terbaik (which to me... is so unfair to Noraniza Idris). right after JL she lock heself in her room and i think she belek her 'SITI's FILE' which is full of Siti's pix until 12 midnite when i remind her to prepare jazz's milk. i think she almost cried he he. achik wrote in her blog siti got sms advantage, i couldn't help agreeing. same case as AF, liza got into finals b'cus of her looks. i DON'T CARE wat ppl say but LIZA CANNOT SING WELL, NIJA DID.

bravo to Misha Omar n Adnan Abu Hassan. well deserved. n BRAVO again, she let everybody on stage sang her song. woooooo anuar zain and her should sing duet! my hubby dari start dah cakap misha omar will win vocal. well misha's vocal is excellent. even siti can't beat in certain aspect. she n siti sarah is the in thing now man! but as i see it, unlike Indonesian, most Malaysian still can't appreciate this kinda talent. they still appreciate ppl like Nana, Achik Spin (eh alamak pinjam lagi nama achik ha ha), Tomok Newboyz, sudu garpu cawan pinggan aaaaaahhh sorry la eh a li'l bit mulut lepas tapi YUCKS! suara semua ikut idung! pendek kata aku tak gemar bebudak FMC. But i really salute Siti Sarah, Hazami, Dayang Nurfaizah, Anuar Zain n Misha Omar. not to forget Ruffedge n VE (time diorang underground lalu sebelah pun org tak kenal, i use to lepak wit Positive Tone punya artist when i was wit my ex mr amir d bastard). saper lagi ek? ada ada tak ingat lah.

anyway.. it's a new era now. n i'm glad Malaysia's music industry has finally... improvise. last nite's JL was a mixture of tradition, modernisation, n innovation. on a scale from 1 to 10, 10 being the most creative showmanship i've ever watched, i give an 8 for em! adios!

perfect... simple plan

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think i'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm all right
and you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last for ever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand

just maybe i change that "DAD" line to "MOM"... heh